喜怒哀乐 · 阳光下的故事

25/11/11

2011-11-25T04:41:00.000+08:00

懂得浪漫的男生好美好帅

魔羯座的男生

常被列为最不会浪漫的星座

身为魔羯座的我

也应该不会懂得浪漫吧

老实说

不是不懂得浪漫

如今的这段感情都已经半年了

在一起的日子里

脑海里往往都会有浪漫的主意

想干些浪漫的事

到有气氛的地方说些浪漫的话

脑海中好多幻想

但失败的地方是没把它们实现

正在听着吴建豪的《有你在》

“有你在牵手就能取暖

有你在拥抱就能勇敢

有你在平凡就不平凡

有你在遗憾就能美满”

今天是我们的第209天

这些日子

酸甜苦辣

吵吵闹闹

但自从有你在

我的手有人牵

我有人抱

有你在

我很幸福

谢谢你

23/11/11

2011-11-23T14:51:00.000+08:00

十一月二十三日

还有一个月

二零一一就结束了

但是自从进了双威大学

十一月不再有假期

反而变成了最关键的时候

这学期的考试

十二月五日至十二月十五日

四个科目

都是不简单的

能否做得好

全靠自己的造化了

动漫还是我每天的精神粮食

今年秋天的新动漫

有好多是值得追的

幸好一星期只有一集

要不恐怕连上课都不用了

想看《银魂》

两百多集

考完试后就开始看吧

16/10/11

2011-10-16T00:58:00.000+08:00

他们

都有自己的理想

都有自己的个性

相信他们的实力

互相依赖着对方

他们之间没有距离

一同烧烤一同唱歌

偶尔互相吵架

但重来不讨厌对方

不管喜怒哀乐

都会是永远最好的朋友

这样纯真的友情

是我坚持看动漫的动力

T_T

2011-10-10T22:24:00.000+08:00

今天在K房唱了六小时

罗志祥的爱不单行

我唱了四次

第四次没唱成功

因为我忍不住了

在朋友面前

我哭了

我的丑态很难看

多谢这位朋友不在意

多谢她的拥抱

我又因为同样的人哭了

我好傻

我的错

2011-10-09T12:54:00.000+08:00

“早知道

我回家玩Game更好

浪费时间”

哈哈哈

原来我一直都在浪费你的时间

哈哈哈

听歌

2011-09-27T21:53:00.000+08:00

这一些歌

重复又重复地播着

我听的歌不多

就这几百首

新歌很少很少

大多数都是老朋友

听歌对我而言

真的是像交朋友一样

无需每天到处交新的朋友

有了一班自己信任的朋友

足够让我开开心心的走下去

歌也一样

只要有了自己喜欢听的

能表达自己心理的歌

就无需再每天去找新歌来听

朋友不一定要帅要美要聪明

但一定要能够互相尊重

彼此长时间的互相守护

听的歌也不一定要非常好听

但一定要有意思

而且需要耐听

我的歌

陪伴了我这么久

谢谢你们

两个星期

2011-09-26T02:23:00.000+08:00

还剩下两个星期

我期盼已久的日子

为爱人庆祝生日

人生第一次

这两个个月来

为了两个星期后的这一天

我的脑每天加班

安排那里庆祝

要干些什么

买些什么礼物
对一个男生来说

这可是极大的挑战

我没有创意

没有很多的金钱

不懂得浪漫

对和恋人一起庆祝生日

更是没有经验

第一次我期待为别人庆祝的生日

第一次真正想要搞好它

但愿老天爷开恩开恩

别让任何不愉快的事发生

让我们快快乐乐地度过这一天

当然更希望

每一年每一世

我们会彼此守护对方

作者

2011-09-14T12:38:00.000+08:00

写博客的人好多

单单我的博客列表

就至少有20个博客了

但虽然我们都是作者

写博客的原因

写博客的意义

写博客的方法

想表达的东西

完完全全不一样

放照片说故事

日记般的写法

完全只放照片

像作家写文章

每日心情故事

博客

是很好倾述的对象

就算没有读者

我也不在意

我不是职业作家

没有很好的文学语法

但这里是我的世界

我的文字

我的心情

只要我喜欢

无需你喜欢

假如你喜欢

谢谢你喜欢

无任欢迎您再次光临

14/9：第一次上课写博客 =)

未来

2011-09-07T05:27:00.000+08:00

未来

对我而言

好遥远

有一种感觉

我不会活很久

或许过几年

我就离开这世界

我不为我自己未来担忧

不怕自己未来会多惨

这一种感觉很微妙

就像是知道自己剩下的时间不多了

好希望自己现在这一刻能幸福

这一刻能够随心所欲为所欲为

或许

我真的缺乏安全感

身为男生

缺乏安全感

对别人来说

简直不是男人

男人应该给别人安全感

这几乎是身为男人要有的条件

但很抱歉的

我就是那种无法给别人安全感的男生

保护别人和我不曾画上等号

就连我自己都无法保护自己

还叫我怎么保护别人

你能给我安全感吗？

你会保护我吗？

我就是这样

2011-09-05T05:17:00.000+08:00

#乱写的post · 不爽看就走 · 没叫你看#

心理学上

24岁才算完整的成年人

这一年来

一直在寻找自己的身份

情绪变换无常

像是失心疯了

最后

感谢身边的每一个人

让我承认了自己

让我接受了自己

有了爱我的人

加上家人的宽恕

我下定决心了

不管我再与众不同

不管别人怎么看怎么讨厌我

假如被人知道了

假如真的不喜欢

真的看不开

真的不能接受

我只好说对不起

我不会阻止任何人跟我断绝关系

这条路不好走

心知肚明

就算真的死亡几率高

就算真的会被全世界遗弃

我会坚持下去

魔羯座的特征开始出现在我身上

除了上课

开始在大学里兼职学生助手

不管工作怎么辛苦

我没有抱怨

还很愉快的干

不得不承认

我越来越像魔羯座了

重返MapleSEA

140了的Evan

唯有这幻想世界

能够暂时让我忘了所有烦恼

不知道是不是成熟了

My 20th year of life

2011-02-07T21:49:00.000+08:00

First post in 2011~ Once again, I revive my blog with necromancy magic~ Though this is the 20th year of my life, guess I'm still have liking towards magic~ xD

My 20th birthday was celebrated with a special person~ Well, can't really describe what happened~ Besides that, my first hands on experience with Skytrex Big Thrill adventure with Adrian, Edwin, Jyun and a girl (Sorry that I've forgotten her name)~ Anyhow, it was a great birthday~ I guess I'll remember it for my entire life~

20th Chinese News Year in my life~ Fun+Happy+Sad~ What's so sad is I was having class even on the CNY eve itself, and there are only 4 days of holiday for me~ Angpau money was overall satisfied~ According to the chinese horoscope fortune telling, me as the Horse will be having great luck this year~ Therefore, I need to grab this opportunity to work hard and study well~

This year will be a great challenge to me~ 2nd year subjects are coming, honours point will start counting soon~ Became the Research Assistant of Dr. Alia and Dr. Lin in a big project which will run for about one year, sample size of 1500~ Part-time job starting real soon, or perhaps after this sem?~ 3weeks left for us to study before exam, it's a short sem~ Joined anime club and became one of the crew for Animagaki this year~

Guess I will be really busy starting this year~ Finally I displayed some real traits about Capricorn people~ Work hard towards goals~

Gong Xi Fatt Chai pals!!
If by any chance u wanna give me angpau, u r most welcome to contact me through sms, phone call, cbox on your right or e-mail me~ I will be very delightful~ =)

Have a great RABBIT year~~~ xD

激励的信

2010-12-14T14:47:00.000+08:00

闲着无聊没事做

翻一翻我充满回忆的抽屉

打开中午的纪念册

眼眶也湿了

人家说中学生涯是人生中最值得回忆的日子

我明白了

两封信从纪念册里落了下来

那是谁的信

我心中一清二楚

两封信来自同一个人

一个我中学生涯里绝对不可缺少的人

这两封信激励了我

让我撑过了中五生活

我们的纷争

我们自己懂

所幸如今似乎万事以解决

所幸我无需在做什么中间人

曾责备自己当初做的不够好
但如今知道时间是最好的良药

谢谢写信给我的好朋友

再次谢谢大家给我美好的回忆

两年过了

但我们还记得彼此

这是我最值得骄傲的事 =)

Holidays

2010-12-06T14:00:00.000+08:00

Hey people!! It's semester break!! Last paper ended at 3rd Dec, holiday till 16th Jan.. It's one month plus of of holiday.. Hmm.. What should I do for my holiday?? HAVE FUN!!!

Went to sing K, have lunch and dinner with friends right after my exam.. Just normal for Saturday and Sunday, hang out with friends.. Bring my friends from melaka walk around sunway and KL.. And, what's for today?? Hmm.. No idea!! Just woke up one hour ago.. Lifeless!! xD

No plan for this holiday.. Not going to work.. Just gonna to stay at home, hang around with friends.. Oh ya, not forget to mention that I'm having a trip on January, with Melaka friends, travel from melaka up to penang.. Few movies to catch up these few months.. Done with HP7, looking forward for Rapunzel & Narnia..

What else?? Hmm.. Oh ya.. Trying to learn some japanese on my own through online window.. My aim is to watch any Japanese anime without any subtitles after one year.. One year is long I know.. But need to consider my laziness, time to have fun too!! xD

Anyway, Happy Holiday to the mighty sun!! Enjoy!! =)

Week 12

2010-11-08T02:48:00.000+08:00

It's the 12th week of second semester.. SDS report, CMH term paper, and exams are trying their best to catch mt attention.. A part from that, I have to help Dr. Priya to key in her data too.. Tonnes of work need to be done and yet I am still procrastinating.. Look at the time now.. Have to wake up at 6.30am to catch the bus from BU to kelana jaya, then to sunway.. 9 am class.. I bet I will be so dam sleepy during the Developmental Psych lecture class tomoro.. A cup of nescafe latte will be bought as usual, but whether it works is the other story..

Joined twitter recently.. Same hotmail address for that, if cant find, just search for sunnyamk.. Still playing ten-online.. Still simply spend money till not enough money.. Nothing much had changed.. Except for hanging out more often with psych fren, went to sing k with them, more often to hav lunch with them.. Helped as a student helper for Crime Prevention Forum..

I guess that's all to update.. Ah! And one more thing, I found someone who care for me and I guess I do care for that person too.. Well, just primary stage, nothing much, dun think so much.. Suspend for everyone who read this post.. xD

Happy belated deepavali.. =)

A New Update

2010-09-25T18:58:00.000+08:00

I abandoned my blog for more than 2 months.. Well, I guess I was too busy with my assignments and online games.. Today I came back to write this post, I must thank my lecturer Dr. Alia.. She actually found my blog when she was Google something.. SO SCARY!! Suddenly come and tell me this.. This showed the internet is very much connected.. xD

What I can recall after I wrote my last post on 12th of July is there were final examinations of first semester.. After that is a 5 weeks holiday break.. What I did during the holidays was mainly gaming (Maple Story), fetching my brother, and hang around with friends..

I started my second semester on 16th of August if I'm not mistaken.. Four subjects this semester: Social Psychology, Developmental Psychology, Organisational Psychology, and Community Mental Health.. On the first week of 2nd sem itself, we were already given 9 major assignments.. 6 weeks had already passed, we were all stress up this semester..

The following are the events which just happened recently..

I watched Legend of The Guardians: The Owls of Gahoole, last night.. This is another great story which tells you that "if you believe in something, it will really comes true one day".. If you dun like cartoons or children stories, I guess you won't like this one either.. But somehow, I'm abit of childish, I like this show.. xD

I attended the 3rd Academic Symposium organised by SUC's department of psychology today.. I must say I do really gain very much of information through the talks given and the papers presented, although some of them are really boring.. The one I like the most is the keynotes speech given by Dr. Carol, who is a Forensic Psychologist from Lancaster University.. It's very interesting to know how the Criminal Justice System in UK works, how the witnesses play an important role, how co-witness effect can happens..

Mid-semester break is coming.. However, 2 more assignments are going to due before mid-semester break.. I have to come during the break for presentation too.. This semester are surely hard and stressful.. But, whatever it is, it will never take me down, because I'm THE SUN!!! xD

老人家

2010-07-14T16:37:00.000+08:00

生老病死，每个人都逃不了这循环。有句话说的对，不管人生的路程有多不同，每一条路都带领我们走向死亡的尽头。没有人可以长生不老，不死之身也根本不存在。

图中的老人孤零零的坐着。有谁会知道，如今孤单的他，当年是多么的风光。也许当年他是全校模范生，也许他是当时数一数二的俊男，也许他是村子的英雄，但如今的他再也没有这么风光了。

看着以上的她，你能想像她年轻时是多么漂亮的小姐吗？数十年后的你，也许就是这样。

很多人觉得老人家很麻烦。多病、罗嗦、讨人厌，甚至多余。但他们从来没有想过，数十年后的今天，他们将会被称为老人。

老人院的宗旨是为了照顾无依无靠老人家。但现今的年轻人，良心像是不存在了，即使有能力照顾，但还是用没有空、麻烦，当借口，把家中的老人家送到老人院。换着你是老人家，儿子把你送入老人院，你的感想如何？

小学的道德教育里，有一个很普通、很简单的问题：“看见老婆婆拿着一袋水果，想过马路，你应该怎么做？” 答案很简单：“帮她提那袋水果，扶老婆婆过马路。” 小学生考道德教育，几乎全部一百分，但在生活中，不到百分之一的人真的这么做。SPM里的Pendidikan Moral，只要背熟了全部nilai，就能拿A，可是其中的意义何在？

老人家的葬礼，出殡那天，有多少人哭哭啼啼。是真的伤心吗？是真的不舍得吗？那些人，有多少是在老人家去世前一天，对老人家大吼大叫，对老人家不理不睬的？假如是真的后悔，一切都已经来不及了。

关爱、关心、尊重老前辈，用心去对待每一位老人家，是每个子女应该做的事。没有老的一代，怎么会有我们？他们教育我们、养育我们，不是理所当然的。那是他们给我们的爱，那是他们对我们的付出。他们老了，不再期望金银珠宝，只期望子女的关爱，在他们有生之年，和孩子们快快乐乐地度过每一天。

放弃

2010-07-02T03:29:00.000+08:00

有朋友问我：我是否应该放弃?

放弃就是不继续了，不要了，不想理会了。对我而言，真正的努力、付出后，而不想再努力了、不想再继续了，这才是放弃。从没努力，从没付出，不能谈得上是放弃。学游泳，因为怕冷、怕淹死、怕‘喝水’，所以不学了。这不是放弃，因为从来没努力过。每天玩耍、看戏、游山玩水，从来没看过书而不想读书了，更不是放弃。开始了一段恋情，从来没把对方当成一回事，玩腻了，想要分手，这绝对不是放弃。

真正的放弃其实需要很大很大的勇气，因为曾经努力过、曾经付出过、曾经把它当成是自己的一份子。不管是工作、学业、事业、家庭、感情，这种放弃需要很深的思考，就算失眠两三天，也许都还没找到答案。该不该放弃？放弃了会后悔吗？后悔了怎么办？没有放弃会更好吗？

放弃或不放弃，没有对或错。如果一定要做决定的，就试着静静的躺在床上，闭上眼睛，记起任何有关的回忆。试着让时间倒流，让历史在脑海中重演。试着记起和那件事是怎么开始的，从当时到现在，你曾经快乐吗？这时候你就再想，假使时光真的倒流，你还会选择做这份工吗？你还会选择这一行吗？你还会选择和他在一起吗？你还会选择走这条路吗？这时候的你，心里应该有八成的答案了。

假如你是怕未来后悔，怕做错决定，暂时不要管未来会怎么样、会发生什么事，因为人类是不可能知道未来的事。Yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery, but today is a gift, that's why today is being called "present". 这是来自Kung-fu Panda里的一句很好的话。未来永远都是个未知数。不管是多么先进的科技还是多么复杂的公式，都没有办法完完全全的预测未来会发生的事。珍惜此刻更为重要，所以不应先在乎未来的事。你能计划，但不可能完全跟着计划走。

不管是什么样的决定，只要做了决定，就告诉自己不要后悔。即使真的后悔了，只要是曾经尽了全力、完完全全的付出过，就不要再去想它。还是那句话，珍惜此刻所拥有的一切，积极的面对人生更为重要。

痛苦

2010-06-24T22:26:00.000+08:00

前几天有朋友问我：“什么是痛苦？为何回忆会造成痛苦？为何回忆更难摆脱，痛苦烙印得越深？”

痛苦，就像用一把尖利的刀插入肉体里的痛，就像把生肝胆放入嘴巴里的苦。这样的痛，没有任何物理上的原因，而是来自心理。其感觉像是少了什么，想补也补不了，不管怎么愤怒，事情就是不能像从前那样。痛苦的感觉，就像是自己站在黑暗的角落，望着亲朋好友在数公里外，不管怎么施力，脚就是动不了。有时觉得自己被全世界背叛了，有时候觉得自己一无所有了。

造成痛苦的事情很多：最亲近的人去世、被爱人背叛、不管怎么努力考试永远不及格、自己的尊严没了……让人痛苦的回忆，往往是人们不想记起的回忆。与其说是回忆，噩梦也许是更好的字眼。很努力的想忘记，但最终怎么也忘不了，反而烙印于心。

其是痛苦不需要被解决，也无需逃避，因为痛苦究竟是来自自己的脑袋。只要接受那不好的回忆，用正面的想法，必定能战胜负面的想法。当你觉得很痛、很苦、世界末日即将到来，试着停止当时的心情，睁开大眼，望望这美丽的世界。也许你就会发现，除了丑陋的回忆，还有更美好的未来在等着你。因为当下的痛苦，让更美丽的梦错过了，难道不可惜吗？

很熟悉的一句话：“人生有多少个十年？活着最重要的就是痛快！” 失去的，再把它夺回来；夺不回来，就记住当时美好的回忆。失败了，站起来；再失败，再站起来。自己的梦想，自己追求。这世上没有不可能的任务。达不到100%，至少达到90%；达不到90%，至少达到80%。即使是10%的成功，那也是成功，不能气馁，不能放弃。我们都一样，已被生下来，就注定走向死亡，但我们最大的分别是，我们有着不同的命运，是否能把这一生变成美丽的故事，全在自己的手中。

家庭

2010-06-02T02:14:00.000+08:00

很久没用中文写博客了
看不懂中文的朋友
就只能说抱歉咯

有看完一部香港连续剧了
不管再看多少部
不管故事情节是否一样
不管像是生活中是否存在
我喜欢看连续剧和动漫的兴趣永远不会改变

不管再看多少部
看完了都会有感动
尤其是以家庭为主的
更是让人羡慕

香港连续剧
一向重视家庭观念
“一家人在一起，就是要开开心心”
“两父子/两姐妹/两兄弟，不会有隔夜仇”
“我们是一家人嘛，一定要互相扶持”
这些话在香港连续剧里是多么普通的话
可在现实生活中，你可曾听过？

对自己家人一定要比对任何人好
会照顾自己就会照顾家人
会照顾自己的家人才会连爱人的家人也给照顾好

当然，我还没有到那样的境界
如今最希望的是自己能把书念好
将来照顾父母

我将这个写在这里作为警惕
真的希望自己能够做到
而不是说说而已

Never think too much

2010-05-30T02:32:00.000+08:00

I wonder you all have seen this before, it's a maths thing which proof that 1 can be equal to 2:

Let a = b

a * a = a * b

a^2 = ab

a^2 + a^2 = a^2 + ab

2a^2 = a^2 + ab

2a^2 - 2ab = a^2 + ab - 2ab

2a^2 - 2ab = a^2 - ab

2 (a^2 - ab) = 1 (a^2 - ab)

2 = 1

It seems logical.. All the steps seem correct.. However, there is actually mathematics fallacy within it.. If this is the first time you see this, try to figure out whether there's anything wrong with it.. There are 9 steps in this, there is only one step that is incorrect.. You might not able to figure it out even you are actually a genius because you may think so much and just cannot think back some basic laws of mathematics..

The following is a game played by BPSY students during one of the Intro to Psych tutorial class:

Situation:

There are 6 animals on one side of the river, 3 lions and 3 sheep.

All of them have to cross the river safely without losing anyone.

None of them know how to swim and there's only one boat available

for them. There is no other way to cross the river.

Condition:

The boat can only takes 2 animals each time.

There must be someone to control the boat as the boat cannot travel

on its own.

The number of lions cannot be more than the number of sheep
on both side of river.
It doesn't matter if the number of sheep and lion are equal.

Try and play this game. Use timer and time how fast you can solve this.. According to Dr. Alia, children below 5 years old takes only less than one minute to solve this.. Can you?? If you can't.. it's most probably because you are thinking too much again..

The following is a IQ test which Dr Alia gave us on one of the Intro to Psych lecture class.. What u need to do is to join all the dots by drawing 4 straight lines without lifting up your pen..

In this case, if you can't figure it out, it's just because you cannot think out of the box.. Try to think out of the box and you will eventually find the solution..

We humans have a great brain.. We can think and interpret.. We know what should we do, what can we do.. We invent new things and deal with problems.. However, sometime we think too much and we never think outside of the box..

A students who are very good in SPM add-maths can sometime think too much until doing a modern maths question in a weird way.. When you need to find one solution, you are nervous and you force yourself to think and think again.. You can't find the answer.. However, when you calm down, in no time, the solution pop out from your mind..

Hence, try to think critically and think out of of the box.. If you just can't figure out the answers, stay calm and look around, eventually you get your solutions.. Sometime, thinking isn't necessary.. If you are thinking whether you should do something, why don't you just do it first?? But be sure that it can't cause serious harm.. If you are thinking about sad thing that already happened, stop thinking and feel sad.. You can't really change what happened by just thinking about it right??

Think wise..

Water

2010-05-29T02:10:00.000+08:00

How do we define water? Water is a chemical substance where its molecule contains 2 hydrogen atom and one oxygen atom.. Water is so common in our life and it is vital for almost all living organisms in this world..

Here are some fun facts about water:

Roughly 70 percent of an adult’s body is made up of water.
At birth, water accounts for approximately 80 percent of an infant’s body weight.
A healthy person can drink about three gallons (48 cups) of water per day.
Drinking too much water too quickly can lead to water intoxication. Water intoxication occurs when water dilutes the sodium level in the bloodstream and causes an imbalance of water in the brain.
Water intoxication is most likely to occur during periods of intense athletic performance.
While the daily recommended amount of water is eight cups per day, not all of this water must be consumed in the liquid form. Nearly every food or drink item provides some water to the body.
Soft drinks, coffee, and tea, while made up almost entirely of water, also contain caffeine. Caffeine can act as a mild diuretic, preventing water from traveling to necessary locations in the body.
Pure water (solely hydrogen and oxygen atoms) has a neutral pH of 7, which is neither acidic nor basic.
Water dissolves more substances than any other liquid. Wherever it travels, water carries chemicals, minerals, and nutrients with it.
Somewhere between 70 and 75 percent of the earth’s surface is covered with water.
Much more fresh water is stored under the ground in aquifers than on the earth’s surface.
The earth is a closed system, similar to a terrarium, meaning that it rarely loses or gains extra matter. The same water that existed on the earth millions of years ago is still present today.
The total amount of water on the earth is about 326 million cubic miles of water.
Of all the water on the earth, humans can used only about three tenths of a percent of this water. Such usable water is found in groundwater aquifers, rivers, and freshwater lakes.
The United States uses about 346,000 million gallons of fresh water every day.
The United States uses nearly 80 percent of its water for irrigation and thermoelectric power.
The average person in the United States uses anywhere from 80-100 gallons of water per day. Flushing the toilet actually takes up the largest amount of this water.
Approximately 85 percent of U.S. residents receive their water from public water facilities. The remaining 15 percent supply their own water from private wells or other sources.
By the time a person feels thirsty, his or her body has lost over 1 percent of its total water amount.
The weight a person loses directly after intense physical activity is weight from water, not fat.

Retrieved from: http://www.allaboutwater.org/water-facts.html

I like water very very much.. BUT!! I hate drinking mineral water.. I love swimming, I love to stay under shower for long time, I like water theme park.. I even like those fantasy or anime characters who related to water, especially those who can manipulate water.. For example, Percy Jackson!! I even bought the novel of Percy Jackson and it was the first English novel I ever buy..

For Naruto series, there some powerful shinobi with water element ninjutsu too, the second Hokage, Hoshigaki Kisame.. But I still wish for more water element ninjutsu users show up.. In Bleach series, I think there isn't anyone powerful with water based zanpakuto, the closest will be the Hitsugaya Toshiro and Kuchiki Rukia with ice based zanpakuto.. Since ice is the solid form of water, I guess it can be included in water group too.. xD

Water sometime shows terror to me too.. I still remember the movie "2012" and "Tsunami".. The power of water can never be denied.. "Tsunami", the Korean movie showed the terror of water the most.. A huge wave of water can crush a city in no time.. Millions of death just because of water.. It's estimated that among all causes of deaths in this world, drowning contributes about 5%.. Even a swimming pool can cause death to happen..

Hence, respect nature, respect water.. One foolish dream in my head right now, I wish I can manipulate water.. =)

Emotions

2010-05-28T02:07:00.000+08:00

Today's Intro to Psych class is lecture about motivations and emotions.. We watched a movie named "Equilibrium" for 2 hours.. I'm sure we all know that humans have emotions.. What happen if we don't?

Let's imagine some situations if emotions do not exist..

(1) When a close somebody passed away, instead of crying and being sad, u just look at the person who passed away without any facial expression..

(2) When someone jump off the 30-floor building and eventually fall in front of you, you look at it for few seconds then you walk away calmly..

(3) When you win a lottery for the first prize and you actually can get 1 billion dollars, you just accept it without even a smile on your face..

There are more situations that u can imagine.. You will get one conclusion, life is so much no fun without emotions.. We feel happy when we achieve something.. We feel great when someone accept us.. We feel sad when something bad happens.. Because of joyfulness and sadness exist in this world, we will always try to do something that make us happy and avoid doing something that make us sad..

Humans without emotions are just like robot.. Being programmed to do something and never understand what's the purpose of doing it and what is the satisfaction.. Without emotions, we will not have things to protect on, we will not have relationships, we will not have loving and caring about each other..

However, extreme happiness and extreme sadness isn't a good thing either.. Well, I would say that this world is trying to keep everything in balance.. I guess, emotion is the same thing as well.. You cannot have absolute no emotions, you cannot have excessive emotions at the same time..

Talent

2010-05-01T01:46:00.004+08:00

Talent is a special ability that only possessed by relatively few people.. In psychology, it can be said as intelligence which is naturally gained since a person was born.. However, there are debates on whether is it the intelligence is gained through nature or nurture since 1960s.. By the way, today I just want to talk about everyone has their own talent..

I watched Tinkerbell just now.. Yes, I know, it's a disney show, it's cartoon, it's not for a young adults like me.. I watched it becoz there's magic in the show, and I likes magic very much.. The story is about a new born fairy named Bell.. She went to fairyland and meet with the Queen.. She was found having great talent to become a tinker.. It was determined by the Queen's test..

Fairy with this talent have great knowledge in creating things, repairing things.. When Bell found out that tinker cannot work in the mainland, which is the place where human lives, she hates her talent.. Other fairies with other talents such light fairy, water fairy, garden fairy, they can go to the mainland.. She wants to switch her talent, but no fairy has ever switch talent before.. She go a learn other talents from other fairies, however not even one success.. Until incidents occur, she realise that her own talent actually are important also.. Becoz of her talent, fairies are able to welcome spring and say farewell to winter..

I don't care about what talents fairies can have, I don't care about whether there is really a fairy.. The most important thing in this show is we all have our own talent and never underestimate your own strenght..

People always thinks and says things like this: "How he dance so well?" "He sing so nice, I wish I can be like him." "She is the CEO of blablabla company, I can never be like her." "He is a genius man, he got full marks in the applicable maths." Of all time, we are envy on others' ability, others' talents, others' skills, but we never tell ourselves that we actually can be one of them..

It's so weird that there are so many people who like to be someone else instead of being ownself.. People just don't realise that they themselve might possess a greater strenght than others..

Trust yourself.. Believe in your own strenght.. Make your own miracles.. If you think you can, you really can..

I Love My Dad

2010-04-11T03:43:00.004+08:00

Guess what?? This is my first post ever which I write using my new laptop Dell Studio XPS 16 with processor intel i7 core.. =)I m very happy, very thankful.. This is the best, and the most expensive thing that my dad had bought for me.. It's not cheap at all.. It's almost 5k.. I'm not here to show off.. I'm not here to lansi.. But I really want to tell the whole world that what my dad had did.. If you say I'm showing off or lansi, I can say yes, but I'm showing off that I have a super great dad..

My dad care of me very much.. Thinking back, I never treat my dad very good.. I always ask my dad to buy me things.. Desktop when I was standard 6, PS2, K700i and K810i.. Whenever I want something, my dad will try his best to get it for me.. Consider only this year, he bought a new handphone and now an new laptop.. Both are not cheap you know?? And I'm now studying at college, the money he paid to let me study what I want are much much more..

I'm not from a rich family.. I know my dad earn the money by working so hard.. From my mum, I heard that my dad always scolded by boss, his job is so hard that he starts working at 8 a.m. and ends at 10 p.m.. What my dad eat everyday is just nasi lemak, mee goreng.. My mum told me, even my dad cant, my dad will still try his best to give me everything that I need..

Dad, thanks for everything.. I will study very hard, very well.. I will appreciate this new laptop.. Thanks.. I love you.. =)

Psychology in Marketing Strategies

2010-03-29T22:04:00.006+08:00

1 week passed since my course started.. To me it's getting more interesting and more challenging.. BUT, it surely doesn't mean that I'm getting psychotic.. That's for sure.. =)

Last friday, we watched a short video clips during tutorial class for Introductory Psychology, around 26 minutes, which talks about how psychology being applied in daily life.. There are 5 main sections, unfortunately, I dun quite remember what are the exact names for them..

The first one is about mental frame.. Familiar with the word frame?? Photo frame?? It's exactly what u think in mind now.. When u look at a photo frame, u focus on what's inside the frame and you tend to ignore things that are outside the frame.. The same theory goes to mental frame.. When you at certain thing, u tend to focus on one thing and ignore things that are beside or behind it..
Marketing strategies tend to alter your mental frame.. The example given is: "Save 20%" that we all always seen in the shopping centres.. In this case, u mental frame tend to focus on "I can save 20% if I buy this".. How ever, u ignored what's outside the frame which is "I need to spend 80% if I buy this"..

No time and no energy to right the others.. Haha!! I'm sorry coz there isn't any citation for the info above.. Pls dun sue me!! xD Thx Dr. Alia Azalea for letting us to watch the video clips.. ^^

Note: Laptop still not yet revived.. Still using DKJ's laptop.. Haiz.. T_T

BSc (Hons) Psychology

2010-03-24T22:13:00.003+08:00

Today was my third day for my degree in psychology.. The feeling I have now is: I didn't choose the wrong course!! It's very exciting!!! Haha..

My coursemates are mostly very socialable.. Except some who are quiet, including me.. No choice, becoz I got less confident on myself.. Carmen kept asking me: "Why are you so anti-social??" Well, I'm not really anti-social but I dun really know how to make the first step.. But I'm working on it now.. Today's Englis class, I sit with two international students, Pakistan girl on my left and Botswana guy on my right.. Yay!! xD

I have 5 subjects this semester, 3 core subjects which are: Research Method, Introductory to Psychology and Introductory to Statistics.. Whereas the others are Universitry Compulsory subjest which are: English for Psychology and Study Skills..

Something that I want to share is psychology is not about reading human's mind.. This is what most people think of when they hear the word psychology.. In fact, Psychology is a study of science about living thing's behaviour..

There will be more info to share about Psychology in future.. Good luck to myself as well as all my my friends, either in STPM or degree courses right now.. ^^

Note: Forgot to mention, I'm now in DKJ's house.. My laptop masuk kilang.. Haix.. Wont be active online..

University's Life Begun

2010-03-21T02:09:00.004+08:00

19th March 2010, friday, it was an orientation day of all Sun-U march intake degree courses.. Thx to Aunty Josephine, I was able to attend it and I reach there about 8.30.. After registered myself, I meet with Munn Yinn, Carmen and Charles.. We skipped the whole orientation from 9 to 12.30.. After taking breakfast wtih Carmen and Charles, Hock Kuan came and join us.. We went to pyramid to hang around (To wait for the time pass)..

We back to college around 12.30, attend for the welcome ceremony which organised by psychology department.. The head of department, Dr. Teoh gave us a welcome speech.. We were asked to remember some important things.. First, never jealous of other's abilities, everyone are special on their own ways.. Second, psychology is a department that works very hard.. At the same time, it's a department that laughs a lot and have lots of fun..

There was a Ice Breaking session organised by the psychology club too.. Commitees which were formed by seniors welcoming us to join the department.. We played a game to know each others better.. From that moment, I realised Psychology is a course that u gotto play around and mix with each others.. U have to work with each others as a team.. Instead of saying that I joined a degree course, it gave me a rather different feels like I joined a new big family..

I'm looking forward and hoping that this course not only bring funs to me, but I will be equiped with better skills and knowledges after 3 years.. In short words, I hope I will be a better person.. Wish myself goodlucks.. ^^ =)

AIM: FIRST HONOURS DEGREE!!! ^^

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记得要照顾好自己

End of Feb 2010

2010-02-28T03:40:00.002+08:00

It's now the last day of February 2010.. It means 2 months had gone this year.. It means that I'm going to restart my college life in less than one month.. Am I ready for it?? Well, I guess so.. Hope I'm ready for it.. Going to say byebye to melaka and hi to Sunway..

3 months had passed after FIA end.. In this 3 months, I din touch any book.. I learn nothing.. No extra knowledge.. Din read newspaper.. Nothing keeps me update except for facebook.. Hope I'm able to study..

What I earned during this long holiday the experience for being waiter at coffee house.. It was my first part-time job.. It was also my first salary that I earned all by myself.. I will surely appreciate this valuable experience..

Many things need to prepare before I go back to Sunway.. Need to change my I/C, need to dye my hair, need to buy some clothes, need to reformat laptop, etc etc.....

SUNWAY, get ready ur red carpet to welcome me ya.. ^^

Hope everything will be fine for my coming college life..

CNY 2010

2010-02-22T02:53:00.003+08:00

Few hours later, most of the people will get back to school or work.. After one week of school holiday, normal life restart.. CNY 2010 school holiday, a special holiday that I never had before in my life..

My course will only start at 19th of March.. So I worked part-time as waiter to spend my time.. It wasn't excluded during CNY.. I off for only 3 days during this CNY.. Unlike others, I wasn't able to enjoy CNY this year.. But, I was able to spend my time happily with friends and family..

My cousins and I went for karaoke at DreamBox.. Sang for 4 hours but still feel that not enough.. And together did a craziest thing in my life.. One of the day during this CNY holiday, after I came back from work at 1 a.m., my cousins and I didn't sleep at all.. We play poker cards until 6 a.m.. Then I brought them to McD hav our breakfast and after that we went the beach near Eye On Malaysia there to watch the SunRise.. (Think of where Melaka's beach face and where the sun will rise, you will know that it's impossible to watch the SunRise there) BUT!! We still do it!! =.=

Went to some of my friends' house to 'bai nian'.. Went to lao ma's house too.. Although I was busy and tired, I was able to spend my time happily.. The angpao money I received this year was much more compared to last year.. This year CNY was great to me.. Hope u all had a great time during this CNY too..

CNY not yet end, feel free to come to my house if you want.. ^^

新年 · 情人节

2010-02-11T02:14:00.002+08:00

今天是二月十一日了

还有三天就是农历新年

也是情人节

对没有情人的我而言

并不具有任何的意义

不要说情人节

即使是农历新年

也没让我有任何感觉

年除夕

年初一

等待我的是什么？

团圆饭？

红包钱？

森美兰州

我出生之地

但如今的我

对那里

没有任何感觉

更可以说是不怎么喜欢

婆婆公公还在那里

森美兰可说是我们欧家的家乡

但每当爸妈周末要回家乡时

我总是会找借口

不想跟着回

我想

我真的是不孝孙吧

想到过三天就要回森美兰

老实说心中有千万个不愿意

唯一让我愿意回的理由

就是姑姑从台湾回来吧

当姑姑有在

不管怎么样的不愿意

都无所谓了

说真的

为什么会不愿意？

为什么会不喜欢森美兰？

我不知道

心中就是不喜欢

不管怎么样

我只希望

今年的农历新年

尽可能快来快去……

Insane

2010-02-01T05:07:00.002+08:00

Look at the time that I start writing this post, you will definitely say that I'm insane.. My clock on computer showing 5.08 a.m.. Guess what?? I'm not sleepy at all.. Recalling back my life for the past few days, I realise that I had messed up my lifestyle..

My lifestyle for this past few weeks:

7 pm - Have my dinner

8 pm - Start work

1 am - Finish work, go yum cha, supper time

2 am - Reach home, online, FB, Maple, Yu Gi Oh online, blog

5 or 6 am - Sleep

2 pm - Wake up, fetch Bro from school

3 pm- Back to home, online, anime

7 pm - Have dinner

......

NOTE: I never take my lunch most of the time.. OMG!!! Am I still a human?!

Haiz.. Sometime, I even play til my mum and bro wake up for school, and I'm still awake.. Insane man.. I know I'm having abnormal lifestyle, yet I dunno how to change it... =.=

I guess I better turn off my laptop and sleep.. Should I throw my laptop away?? o.O

Laptop time showing 5.20 a.m. at this moment... Is it good night or good morning now??

服务生的感想

2010-01-30T03:42:00.003+08:00

It has been quite awhile since my last post.. Reason?? Work.. Tired.. Lazy.. No time.. A new year, a new beginning.. Everyone was busying with new life.. One month plus din go to college ad.. Called BK, chatted with HH, SM, SA and HY on msn, with HB on facebook.. Guess I miss sunway.. A few comment among me, edwin, sam sam on FB.. Guess I miss 5B more..

5B close friends, studying form 6, few of them went to college.. None of them were free like me, I m the only one working part-time, waiting for my course... Instead of free, I think it's more towards bored... FIA close friends, started their course... I'm not emo, but I'm bored... BORED!!!

Luckily I made some friends while working.. Ki Min, Kok Fatt, Sharon, Ee Ling, Chuanita, Dyana (I wonder I spelled correctly) xD

真是万万没有想到

我成了服务生

当了快一个月的服务生

虽然只是兼职

但从中体会到了不少

服务生也是一门学问

对我而言更是踏进心理学

之前的预备班

在最短时间

与初次见面的顾客沟通

并尽所能了解他们

真是一大挑战

你也许会想

服务生罢了嘛

拿了order

进了order

送水送食物

收拾桌子

有什么难的？

当然

只是做以上的事

当服务生当然不难

但我给自己的要求高一些

就是和顾客沟通

这可就不简单了

在Uncle&Aunty

很多顾客都会找服务生沟通

一些顾客还会问：

“毕业了？等成绩？”

“爸爸做什么的？”

“做么你的牙齿凸的？”

（被问过一次，我只能笑着对他说：“天生的” =.=）

各种各样的顾客都有

有的顾客不要看Menu

就直接讲他要的东西

而且是Menu里没有的东西

有的顾客看Menu可以看半个钟

问东问西问这个问那个

结果点没有问过的那个

有的顾客叫你介绍

介绍什么点什么

最常见的就是问你

这个好吃吗那个好吃吗

=.=先生小姐

我不是每样都吃过

怎样告诉你咧？

有的顾客很随和

爱开玩笑

有的顾客就很欠打

一副臭脸

“少冰，记得少冰，多冰我不还钱”

Uncle，

水不是我做的啦

食物不是我煮的啦

更何况什么叫少冰？

一块冰？

虽然有些顾客不好应付

但遇到跟你开玩笑

随和的顾客

对服务生来说

是一种慰问

当然玩笑不要太大啦

也工作伙伴沟通

也是一门学问

如何看老板的脸色

更是必修之课

汶竭？

服务生？

没想到吧……^^

Morning SURPRISE

2010-01-15T02:07:00.009+08:00

Woke up quite early today, 11 am.. Online check fb and play maple.. This became my daily routine.. 12 pm, mum came up and gave me a parcel.. It was an an envelope as shown below:

The parcel was sent through poslaju.. There some details on the parcel.. The details showed that the parcel was sent by 太阳.. =.= I stunned for a few second.. "tai yang"?? Den the Astro 小太阳 came into my mind.. So I tot I maybe winning some prize.. But wait for a second, I din take part in any competition wo.. What actually tat "tai yang" is?? It cant be anyone named "tai yang" also.. With all kind of question in my mind, I opened the parcel.. What I got is this:

It was a red shirt, came from body glove.. More questions came into my mind.. Har?? Body glove shirt?? No company name or logo there.. Not prize?? Den wat?? o.O After I unfold the shirt, found a paper inside:

There some words on it.. Juz incase you cant read, the paper showing this:

"To: Our dearest Mr. Sun

There are 4 clues in this picture:

Identify the 4 senders

* Sms them when you get the parcel.

Happy Belated Birthday friend!"

With more questions in my mind, I turn the paper to the back, there was really a picture there..

After I saw this picture, I smiled.. Haha.. If u are from Magical Amigo, I'm sure that u know the answer immediately after u saw this picture.. HH window, mushroom house, ah po beside and the rainbow above.. This were the 4 four clues.. Actually, there was another one clue.. The words "SUNWAY UNIVERSITY COLLEGE".. This made me very sure of the senders.. Haha..

Thx to Siew Ming, Su Ann, Hey Herng and Hoe Yan, for giving the present.. I do like it very much.. Thx also for giving such surprise.. It's really unbelievable tat someone sent me present through postlaju.. Haha.. You girls are the only friends of mine giving me present for my birthday this year and the first who sent me present through postlaju.. Proud of it?? xD

I really dunno wat to say more.. You girls are juz amazing.. Cant imagine how's my FIA life without u all.. Thanks again.. Really thanks.. ^^

祝我生日快乐

2010-01-10T03:27:00.006+08:00

此刻坐在电脑面前

回想昨日9号12点临晨

直到现在所发生的一切…………

9th January 2010:

00:00, I was still working at Uncle Aunty coffee House.. There were still few tables of customer.. I guess I was serving them, cleaning table, sending foods, etc..

01:00, done mopping the floor.. End the my work.. Peter, one of the boss there wished me Happy Birthday, but telling me a sad answer that I cannot take leave for my birthday.. Well, I guess it doesn't matter since Saturday will be a peak day, and my help was needed..

01:15, reached home and checked my phone as well as my facebook too.. Seeing all those wishes from friends and cousins.. Really have to admit that I'm now older..

01:45, stop facebook and continue my Anime show.. Haha.. Juz like wat I usually did..

12:00, I woke up.. My mum and aunt were preparing materials for steamboat.. I like it.. xD.. My mum homemade steamboat will be always the best for to me.. =P

16:00, went out to fetch my dad who came back from Johor..

16:30, after reach home, my dad gave me a box.. Guess wat?? OMG!! IT'S AINO!!! SONY ERICSON AINO!! I can't believe it!! Thank you so much, dad!! =) It really surprised me..

17:00, chat with my kai zai, Ng Yan Ze online.. Zeze sang birthday song to me.. Haha..

19:45, went to work by driving..

20:00, start working..

Today was a very busy working day.. First of all, the one incharge for washing the plates and cups was absent.. There are 5 waiters incharging the night shift, however, one waiter was forced to incharge of washing the plates and cups.. Furthermore, one waiter was absent too.. Hence, left only 3 waiters to serve the customers.. Today was Saturday, there were more customers compare to weekdays, much more.. OMG.. I was running here running there.. After sent this food, customers came, take orders.. Then customer leave, some want to pay bill when I taking orders.. o.0.. Busy, BUSY... Cant imagine wat will happen if I absent for working too..

10th January 2010:

01:00, phew, finally done our works..

01:30, reach Malim Ayoob since Phak Sheng invited me there.. Adrian, Edwin, Melvin, Wei Sam and Stephen were there too.. They bought a cake to celebrate for me.. Looking at the birthday cake, wondering when was my last birthday cake.. If I'm not mistaken, my last birthday cake was during form 1.. Thanks to them for celebrate with me this late.. Although I juz done my work and feeling tired, the cake and their efforts to celebrate for me made me happy and my tireness juz disappear for that moment..

My birthday cake with "Sunny" on it.. xD

Special Thanks to:

(Edwin, Melvin, Adrian, Steven, Stephen & Wei Sam)

The box that my dad gave: Aino!!

I like it very much.. Thanks Dad.. ^^

不管你是谁

不管你的祝福有多长

不管你是否帮我庆祝过

只要你曾经祝福我

谢谢

今年的生日

虽然累

虽然匆忙

但我很惊喜

我很意外

我很快乐

对我而言

已经完美了

我满足了

谢谢大家……^^

THANKS ALL

First Day of My Working Life

2010-01-06T01:38:00.003+08:00

10.32 am, went to Uncle Aunty Coffee House ask for part-time job.. After the Boss took down my details and gave me a brief info of salary and working time, she ask me straight away start working 8.00 pm today.. After hesitate for a few seconds, I said okay.. 10.35 am, I backed to my car since I went there by driving.. Guess what?? I KENA SAMAN!! THE MOST TERRIBLE THING is the time written on that saman paper was 10.34 am.. Looking at my car's clock showing "10.35 pm", I quickly turn my head around and wish to search that fella!! FEELS LIKE KILLING PEOPLE on that point of time.. Luckily that people run fast, I cant find him.. IF NOT!!!..... one life will gone..

Went to pay saman.. For your imformation, if you kena saman and you pay on that day itself, instead of paying RM30, you can pay only RM5.. =) After that went to fetch sai lou and went back home to rest.. Of coz, try to be mentally prepared for my job..

7.45 pm, I reach Uncle Aunty Coffee House.. See how good am I?? Went earlier.. xD First day ma.. Cannot be late.. Haha.. So fake of me.. After I was given a brief intro, I start my work.. Sending foods, taking orders, clean up table, etc.. I made quite a lot of mistakes today.. Wat to do?? Must forgive me since I was juz a newbie.. xD

Nothing special today.. After standing for more than 5 hours continuously, my leg is dam pain now.. Very tired and exhausted also.. Haiz.. Sleep lo... Tomoro working time: 8 pm to 1 am.. ^^

不一样的早晨

2010-01-04T22:56:00.003+08:00

Today, school's life begins.. Normal life is seems to be back on this earth.. Children and teenagers are all now on the different level which are more advance.. For certain people, today is the first day of official school.. For certain people, today represents the beginning of the great challenge, especially UPSR, PMR, SPM and STPM students.. In some colleges, some courses may have begun.. Some continue their course after a long break while some move on to the next level..

Today is really different.. Guess what?? I woke up at 6.00 a.m. today.. FWAH!! It might not a special thing but to me it is a miracle since I had continuously waking up at at least 2.00 p.m. for weeks.. Let's give myself a loud applause.. xD What did I do waking up so early?? Well, at first, I need to fetch my brother to school.. However, since my mum need to go to early market (pasar), hence I go along with her too..

菜市场或俗称“巴剎”一向给我不好的感觉。

总觉得那里好脏、好臭、好恶心。

虽然不是第一次到菜市场去，

但今天的菜市场，给我的感觉就是不一样。

七点正到达了菜市场，那里是怎样的，我想每个人都知道吧。

但特别让我体会到的是：妈妈们的心情、妈妈们的生活。

虽说是七点，离校钟敲响的时间还有那么长的时间，

但妈妈们在此时此刻已为当天的午餐晚餐做了打算。

偶尔可以看见一小群的妈妈一同挑选食材。

有时可听见她们的对话：

“今天的虾很新鲜咧”

“不要啦，我女儿不吃虾的”

“不然就买Lala咯，我而很喜欢的”

“你老公回来了吗？”

妈妈们的对话，就是那么的单纯。

虽然有时真的爱多管闲事，

但仔细想想，

妈妈们买的菜是自己喜欢吃的吗？

并不是。

妈妈们似乎都未对自己打算过。

在她们的心中，最期望的唯一一件事，

就是自己宝贝的儿女能够健健康康地成长。

我想中午饭桌上的菜肴，

就是要欢迎儿女的归来。

虽然没有明说，

但一手烹调出来的菜肴，

似乎要告诉儿女：

“今天上课辛苦啦”

体会到了妈妈们的心情，

鱼的腥味都会是香味了。

菜市场买东西后并没有直接回家，

而是到附近的咖啡店享用早餐。

在那里，可以看见的是刚才的妈妈们。

她们谈谈彼此的近况，

了解对方的家人。

对我们而言，这或许就是在浪费时间。

与其聊是非，倒不如睡个觉。

但对妈妈们而言，

其他的妈妈或许就是唯一的聆听者。

因为儿子上课了，老公上班了，

回到家中就只剩下自己。

假如真的去体会妈妈们的心情，

你就会发现，她们是多么的寂寞，

是多么的渴望陪伴。

但为了儿女的前途，

她牺牲了自己。

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今天是外公离开我们的第三年。虽然没有特别的想念，但毕竟曾经在这世上的人消失了。感觉就是不一样。今天的早晨不一样，也许是因为第一天开学，也许是好久没那么早起床了，也许是好久没亲眼看着黑暗的天空慢慢亮起来，也许是到菜市场的关系，也许是因为今天是外公过世的第三年。总而言之，今天的早晨就是不一样……

The First Day of 2010

2010-01-01T21:54:00.002+08:00

Nothing special happens today.. Woke up at 2.00 p.m.. On my laptop, update FFS, Mafia Wars.. Login to Wonderland Online and spend my time there.. Went out dinner with family.. The first dinner in 2010, not bad la.. After that back to home, online, Facebook.. Nothing much to share today but a song by Leona Lewis, I See You.. It was the theme song of the movie Avatar.. At first, I did not like the song very much but after I listen it alone in my room and imagining the story in Avatar, it does bring out a indescribable feeling.. If you havn't watch Avatar, you better do so.. Or else, you will miss out the best movie in 2009..

I See You - Leona Lewis

I see you

Walking through a dream

I see you

My light in darkness breathing hope of new life

Now I live through you and you through me

Enchanting

I pray in my heart that this dream never ends

I see me through your eyes

Living through life flying high

Your life shines the way into paradise

So I offer my life as sacrifice

I live through your love

You teach me how to see

All that's beautiful

My sense touch your words I never pictured

Now I give my hope to you

I surrender

I pray in my heart that this world never ends

I see me through your eyes

Living through life flying high

Your love shines the way into paradise

So I offer my life

I offer my love, for you

When my heart was never open

(and my spirit never free)

To the world that you have shown me

But my eyes could not division

All colours of love and of life ever more

Evermore

I see me through your eyes

Flying high

Your love shines the way into paradise

So I offer my life as a sacrifice

And live through your love

And live through your life

I see you

~End~

The Last Post of 2009

2009-12-31T20:21:00.004+08:00

Everyone on this earth are welcoming the year 2010.. Some plan countdown activities, some celebrate with family members while some staying alone at home.. Some feels sad becoz they didn't satisfy with their life in 2009, they wish for a better life in 2010.. Some satisfied but wish for a more interesting things in 2010.. Some make a promise for themselves: "In this whole new year, I wan to work hard and score better for my result."

For me, I wish to look back my life in 2009.. I joined a whole different environment.. I went to Sunway University College.. I stayed in hostel with a new friend, away from my family.. I met 60+ new friends in my course.. I changed originally from a science stream student to an art stream student.. I started to speak more in English and Cantonese.. I had my 1st presentation in front of so many people throughout my life..

Still remember how I first took bus from Sunway to Pudu, from Sunway to Kelana Jaya, from Kelana Jaya to One Utama, from One Utama to KL sentral.. Still remember the first time I took LRT from KL Sentral to Taman Bahagia.. Still remember the time I woke up in hostel and walk to college.. Still remember how I nearly burn down the hostel.. Still remember McDelivery 3 am in the midnight.. Still remember the time I hang around SW-4-5 with BK.. SS15 Pork noodle, SS19 Pan Mee, Yuen Steamboat Restaurant, etc.. Still remember the one I love..

Now, I was graduated from pre-u course.. In few more months I will be an undergraduate student.. In few more days, I will no longer be a 18 years old boy.. Looking back pictures I took from form 4 til now.. I really realised that time flies.. No, not fly, but teleport.. It's so fast, very fast.. Watever happends, the memories in 2009, will be kept deep within my heart..

My wishes for 2010:

01. My family members, friends and everyone that I knew will be more healthy and happy..

02. Able to change from an emo person to a more shining person..

03. Get high marks in my studies.. If can, top one.. (Dreaming xD)

04. I can be more clever, healthy, handsome.. =P

05. More money.. MORE MORE money for me to spend..

06. Meet a girl that I like and she like me too.. IF CAN.. xP

07. All the best.. ALL also the BEST.. NO bad luck.. NO bad things.. NO bad events..

Am I greedy?? Haha.. But I think you will be more greedy than me..

My words to all:

Sorry if I had done anything wrong or unpleasant to you.. Sorry if I made you feel angry or sad.. I thank everyone that I met in 2009.. You all had brought me a wonderful and nice 2009.. I hope to meet everyone again in 2010 also.. Please dun forget me, coz I wont forget u.. If you miss me, look up the sky and find the sun, coz I m Sunny.. Haha..

HAPPY NEW YEAR

ALL THE BEST IN 2010 ^^

2nd Grand Gathering

2009-12-30T01:35:00.003+08:00

Juz come back from our 2nd grand gathering of CHS melaka 2008 5B..

The gathering this time was held at Seoul Garden, Mahkota Parade.. The attendance for this gathering was 25/30 which was 83.33% of the members.. Compare to 1st grand gathering which was held in February, the percentage had dropped 10%.. The one who was absented for this gathering were Anthony How, Felix Chong, Samson Lim, Herman Heng and Melvin Ong.. Teachers who attended this gathering are Pn Tang and Mr. Thong.. The percentage dropped from 66.67% to 33.33%..

The gathering was planned to start at 7.00 pm.. However, only about 10 people reached on time.. More than half of the members were late.. The first group to reach were Jing Kai, Stephen, Ben Ten and David while the last person to reach was Kian Hong..

Average each member had to pay RM30 including teacher's.. Compare to 1st grand gathering, although we paid RM30 for it too, the gathering this time is more worth it since Seoul Garden is a buffet style restaurant while Bei Jing Lou, which was the venue of 1st grand gathering and it was juz a chinese restaurant..

7 drivers were involved in this gathering.. There isn't any specific activities after the gathering.. Some go for Dota while some go for yum cha.. Some went back home straight away..

(OMG, statistics report =D)

Special Thanks:

Firstly want to thank the main organiser of this gathering, Jing Kai for having this gathering.. Secondly want to thank those who attended this gathering.. Without your attendance, this gathering wouldn't be successful.. Last but not least, thanks all for your cooperations.. Since, I was given the task to inform each and everyone of you, your reply of SMS and answering my call were great helps to me.. Hope my calls and SMS didn't bring any inconveniences to all of you. Sorry if I do.. Really happy to join this gathering and I'm looking forward for our 3rd grand gathering.. Farewell for today but we shall meet again some other days.. Good luck and all the best.. ^^

学校 · 电影 · 圣诞

2009-12-28T16:52:00.003+08:00

Woke up early in the morning on 24th. After pick up Adrian, Raymond and Kenneth, we went back to our school since Pn Tang (老妈) need someone's help on keying in PMR results.. Some memories of secondary school did flash back in my mind.. The things there were so familiar like I just seen them few days ago..

Had our lunch at Summer Avenue.. 小辣椒炒米粉 was still my favourite til today.. After that, we hang out together around DP, the only place tat malaccan cant hang around.. Watched Avatar in GSC.. Another movie which amazed me..

电影院就是有种特殊的能力。把人的烦恼暂时抛开，再把人带到另一个世界。Avatar的世界是多么美丽的世界，可惜当电影结束的那一刻，不管你多么舍不得，终究还是要回来。

Back to this world.. Still got 2 months and 20+ days of holiday.. Planning some activities for myself.. Still trying my best not to be so emo.. Hope I can do it ba.. ^^

Aftermath Silence

2009-12-23T09:24:00.002+08:00

Juz say bye bye to my cousins.. Gonna miss my 'kai zai' for quite a time.. The house is now so quiet.. My bro went to sleep and my mum was out.. Life is now back to normal I guess.. This silence can really make me emo.. Time for some favourite songs of mine.. ^^

Nth much to blog lately since there isn't any special events.. Watch Drama, games, sleep, yum cha.. Going to look for job soon.. (High Salary, LESS work!!) xD

Graduation - Psychology - My Future

2009-12-16T00:57:00.003+08:00

15th December 2009.. The first graduation of FIA is being held today at MPH, Sunway University College.. So happy yet so sad.. I was one of the 65 graduates.. Today is the official end of my pre-u life.. After today, we will be undergraduate students, mostly in Sunway Lancaster University.. Graduation of Foundation year is totally different from graduation in primary school and secondary school.. No emo songs.. xD..Erm.. Background music only.. Graduation with robe, 2nd time in my life.. 1st time of course is kindergarten.. Haiz.. When I was in kindergarten, I scored the first.. Now, I was ranked 14.. Anyway, I was happy to graduate too.. But going leave all my friends especially Amigos, I am so heavy-hearted..

Results was not good.. 3 C's man!! Only my maths got A.. Haiz.. Sad.. Emo.. But, dun care la.. As long as I graduated.. Eh, not forget to mention, Malaysian Study I got A, 90% somemore.. Not bad.. Economics I got B.. Quite satisfied since I study last minute.. Aggregate average is 78.6%.. Ok la.. Almost the same as my secondary school marks.. Satisfied satisfied.. (Keep calming myself) xD..

When to Information Centre for enquiries in Business Management and Psychology.. After I think for hard, really hard, REALLY REALLY hard, FINALLY, I decided to join Psychology.. There are some reasons I chose Psychology instead of Business Management:

(1) According to the counsellor, after I done my Degree in Psychology, I will be able to join in a certain part of business area at anytime.. For example: Human Resource or even management after I done something related to business such as MBA.. I won't be able to switch back to Psychology if I take Business Management..

(2) Career is not a problem if i take Psychology.. Also, student graduate from Psychology even have more job opportunities compare to others.. Since Psychology is a study about behaviours of human, in anywhere around us where human is involved, psychology exists.. Many big industries will need helps from psychologist to give talks, to produce questionnaire, to conduct interviews, to analyse the behaviour of consumers.. As in Malaysia, Psychologist is actually highly demanded but it doesn't shown in newspaper everyday..

(3) My problem about bio is solved.. Psychology is more towards mental health and behaviours.. Hence, things about organs, hormones are not much tested.. This solve the problem tat I hate biology very much..

(4) The syllabus of Degree in Psychology offered by Sunway Lancaster University is very broad.. At first I thought tat it will be too much for me to learn.. But actually, it teaches from A to Z is good to me where it allows me to learn from every field of Psychology so that I can decide where I wan to go next time..

I still dunno wat I wan to do in future.. But I believe tat Psychology bring equip me with appropriate skills and knowledge for my future.. Wat I dream now is to become a professional psychologist.. Well a psychologist hope other people will be happy.. So am I.. FROM TODAY ONWARDS, NO MORE EMO POST WILL BE POSTED IN MY BLOG.. Emo post will only be posted with password protection.. Blog background will be edited as soon as possible.. This is a promise I made to myself.. Instead of emo-ing and spreading to others.. I will try to be happy and reduce emo.. Tat's y I m called Sunny.. Rite?? ^^

Give u abit of my sunlight, dun forget to wear sun glasses before u c the sun below.. xD

Blur Confuse

2009-12-14T02:05:00.003+08:00

Having three catalogues on my side.. Business And Management, Psychology and Computer Technology.. Flip the pages over and over again.. Read the chat list from MSN over and over again.. What my dad said is going round and round within my mind.. Oh god.. I give up man.. How could I not knowing myself so much? Hoe Yan asked me, "which course do you like?" If the question was asked two months ago, I will definitely say Psychology.. But now, I can only answer - DUNNO..

Business & Management:

Highly encouraged by my dad.. Hur Beng, Su Ann, Hoe Yan and Herman support this.. I didn't take B&M in FIA 1st Semester.. Today, I was quite regret.. According to wat my dad said: u r able to work anywhere after u take business.. Herman told me tat I will be able to learn more in Business compare to Psychology.. Haiz.. Honestly, after I learn econs in FIA, I find it is interesting to know about the market, price level, inflation, etc.. BUT, I was afraid that maybe I like it is becoz it is new thing to me since I was a science student before this.. Wat if I dun like it and find it boring later??

Psychology:

Hock Kuan is the only supporter by giving me a poem: "Psycho is better but harder, take psycho future will be brighter.." Psycho was my dream since form 2.. I hate family very much, during tat time.. I hate them, becoz they did not understand my feeling, I cant feel the atmosphere of family everytime I go back to my house.. After certain time, seeing some adults bullying the youngs and children, I swear to myself: I will study Psychology sometime: "I will open a house/a place for all those children and protect themselves from evil adults.. I will be a top psychologist and change all adult's perception about children.. I will allow children to complain abt their parents here.." However, things changed til now.. I realise tat peaople's perception changed after they grown up.. I now more understand the concept of family, more understand wat a mother will do juz to protect her children.. Hence, my dream changed: "I want to major in child psychology, to understand more abt children.. To help children understand their parents better." BUT, is it really possible to do it in Malaysia??

Computer Technology:

IT.. A field tat I actually never thought of.. My mum juz told me a few mins ago: "You get A in both Computer Science I and Computer Science II, doesn't it prove tat u can do better in IT? Did you get A in business? Did you get A in psycho? Maybe your result is a guideline?? U think properly urself.." Haiz.. Wat my mum said about my result was true.. BUT, can result really determine my future??

Hey Herng said: "There isn't much field in M'sia for psycho.. But if u like psycho den go for psycho la.. U come sunway juz for psycho rite?? So dun giv up on psycho lo.. Watever course u take, I will support u, as friend" Thx to Hey Herng, but I dunno which one I like now.. Haiz.. Chee hao told me this, "I think u are not really good in counselling, u r much better in maths" Wat does it means?? I should hav study maths?? Meaning I chose wrong course at the beginning?? Thx to everyone for your opinions.. I appreciated them very much.. Thanks.... BUT still dunno which one to choose..

OMG!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My head is going to burst MAN!! At first choose between 2 courses, now IT came out.. Den somemore I may have taken wrong course.. My head r burning.... juz like the skull below..

AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

Back to KL

2009-12-12T02:06:00.002+08:00

I'm here at BU.. One month had passed, since the last time I came here.. So happy to see my 'kai zai'.. Hugging him make me feel so warm.. The coldness around juz fade away.. Can't believe the time passes so fast.. I'm back here to wait for my graduation day on 15th Dec.. 2009 is soon come to an end.. 1 year of foundation course juz gone like tat.. The next time I come BU, I guess I will be a university student ad.. I muz say again, the time flies.. Juz like wat dai kar jie said, I'm going to reach 19 years old soon, not even one month.. Suddenly, we can feel tat we are old.. Now, I m a university student.. But after about 3 years, I will be a full time employee.. Oh my god...

Rotting since Dai lou they all went back.. Nothing to do at home.. Still thinking about my future.. Haiz... Currently addicted to Kelly Clarkson's A Moment Like This:

A Moment Like This - Kelly Clarkson

What if I told you it was all meant to be

Would you believe me

Wound you agree

It's almost that feeling

We've met before

So tell me that you don't think I'm crazy

When I tell you love has come here and now

A moment like this

Some people wait a lifetime

For a moment like this

Some people search forever

For that one special kiss

Oh, I can't believe it's happening to me

Some people wait a lifetime

For a moment like this

Everything changes but beauty remains

Something so tender I can't explain

Well I may be dreaming but still lie awake

Can we make this dream last forever

And I'll cherish all the love we share

A moment like this

Some people wait a lifetime

For a moment like this

Some people search forever

For that one special kiss

Oh, I can't believe it's happening to me

Some people wait a lifetime

For a moment like this

Could this be the reign of love above

I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall

So let me you this

Some people wait a lifetime

For a moment like this

Some people wait a lifetime

For a moment like this

For that one special kiss

Oh, I can't believe it's happening to me

Some people wait a lifetime

For a moment

Like this

Oh, like this

Oh, I can't believe it's happening to me

Some people wait a lifetime

For a moment

Like this

祝我弟生日快乐

2009-12-10T16:41:00.003+08:00

欧玟骏是本人的弟弟

还记得某年某月某日

因为一件事

他不再叫我一声“哥”

如今他只叫我“欧汶竭”

两三年前

他和我可是水火不和

吵架打架更是家常便饭

我们兄弟俩

可说是爸妈难念的经

今年我们俩的感情好多了

也许是距离拉远了

吵架的时间少了

见面的时间少了

有少许的想念他了

他开始会问我功课

开始会告诉我家中发生的事

被妈骂了会找我求救

看着现在的他

回想起当年中四中五的我

那时候的我是多么的叛逆

是多么的不喜欢家

如今的他也如此

八成是向我学来的吧

弟

不要好的不学学坏的

SPM即将来临

时间有限

努力读书吧

生日快乐 =)

我不懂

2009-12-03T19:11:00.003+08:00

对于爸妈的事

如今竟然是一头雾水

今天是第三天了

妈不接爸的电话

不是不接就是叫我们应付

什么事情发生了

我没有头绪

眼前的事明显告诉我

有问题发生了

但不管怎么问

爸妈始终保持沉默

“时间到了，你就会知道”

妈这样的一句话

让我更放心不下

真不知道

当我不在家时

这样的问题是否存在

做儿子的

就只能袖手旁观吗？

谈恋爱

拍拖

结婚

爱情

其中的意义

到底是什么

结了婚又离婚

夫妇变仇人

女儿成了陌生人

爸爸是杀害自己的凶手

这世界

难道就是这样的黑暗吗？

Holiday now..

2009-12-02T12:37:00.003+08:00

More than one week passed since my last post.. Many things happened.. Stress, Emo, Exam, Farewell.. It'll take me a long time for me to jot down every stuffs here.. But I will try..

Exam was over.. 24th til 26th Nov, three days of hell.. No point if I talk about the exams now.. Wat already gone, is already gone.. But I gotto say, this maybe will be the worst exams I had ever done.. UPSR, I was working like hell.. Everyday holding books, hafal everything and told myself I can get 7A.. I got it.. PMR, I start working hard only 6 months before the real exam.. I knew I won't be able to get 8A, so I aimed for 6A.. I was so dam happy when I got my result, 7A.. It was a surprise to me.. SPM, I start working hard only 2 months before the real exam.. I gav up History and Biology since there was not much time left.. In the end, I got 7A1 4B3.. I'm disappointed for the B's, especially BM and BC, not even A2.. But i told myself 777, it's lucky number, juz to comfort myself.. 7 for UPSR, 7 for PMR, 7 for SPM, it does mean tat I m not improving at all.. I'm running on the same spot.. For FIA, I definitely have no eye see.. I can't even get 7A throughout the year.. My mum told me: "I dun wan to see anymore C in your result." Honestly, I dun think I can do it.. Who to blame?? Only me, becoz I m lazy....

Farewell on the last day made me sad.. It reminds me the last day of my primary and secondary school.. Still remember how my teachers cried, still remember how we said goodbye to each other, still remember how we promised each other tat friendship forever, still remember the last song I heard in primary school:

南风又轻轻地吹送相聚的光阴匆匆

亲爱的朋友亲不要难过离别以后要彼此尊重

绽放最灿烂的笑容给明天更美的梦

亲爱的朋友请握一握手从今以后要各奔西东

不管未来有多遥远成长的路上有你有我

不管相逢在什么时候我们是永远的朋友

凤凰花吐露着艳红在祝福你我的梦

当我们飞向那海阔天空不要彷徨也不要停留

不管岁月有多长久请珍惜相聚的每一刻

不光多少个春夏秋冬我们是永远的朋友

My last song in secondary school:

别管以后将如何结束至少我们曾经相聚过

不必费心地彼此约束更不需要言语的承诺

只要我们曾经拥有过对你我来讲已经足够

人的一生有许多回忆只愿你的追忆有个我

The last days were so memorable to me.. In FIA, the farewell was so fast.. I din even knew some of them for 1 year, and we were separated.. It may not mean anything to the others but it meant a lot to me.. Coz, there's big chance that I won't be in the same department as the others..

Business Management or Psychology?? I had been thinking about it lately.. I thought I was very sure that I will join Degree in Psychology, but now it does not stand still within my heart anymore.. I dunno how to decide, but only wait for the result to come out.. Psycho result will determine my future..

2009 is soon come to an end.. What should I do during this long holiday? Gathering? Game? No idea... Whether working or not, it depends on wat course I am going to choose... When we want time flies, time is slow til we dunno wat to do; when we want to hav more time, time is so fast tat we cannot catch up with it.. Still remember wat Mr. Oh told us about time.. Time is very important.. 1 year of difference can determine the number of arc in '2012' and number of people being saved.. A cancer patient will hope there is 1 month more to see this world longer.. A student will hope there is 1 day more for him to prepare the coming exam.. A person who had accident, lying down on the road will wish to have 1 minute more to say goodbye and thanks.. And 1 second of difference may determine win or lose in sports.. Time is precious and needed by everyone.. But, not much ppl care about it.. Even I knew time is precious, but I still always waste my time..

Feeling Weird

2009-11-24T19:41:00.002+08:00

I wonder since when was the first time I finish my full meal already.. Since dunno when, I never feel hungry.. Today, I din finish my rice for my lunch, dinner also eat half of the loh shu fan.. Milo ice or teh ice, both I drink half only.. I dun feel like eating.. I ate juz becoz it is time for lunch or dinner, not becoz i wan to eat.. Am I sick? I dunno.. I think you won't believe this if I tell u.. But honestly, I had not drink even a single drop of plain water for more than 2 days already.. Am I going to die? I feel so blur today.. Sorry to disappoint all my friends, the maths exam today I can't get 50/50 already.. This is becoz......... Haiz.... Dun feel like telling u all my stupidity.. I AM SO DAMN STUPID AND I REALLY CANT BELIEVE I MADE THE MISTAKE!! Econs tomoro.. I am so tired now.. I feel like giving up.. Should I?? ...

Final Exams

2009-11-23T21:29:00.002+08:00

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I wish all FIA Jan09 Intake good luck for exams which will start tomoro.. Hope my wishes reach all of you.. =)

GOOD LUCK

TO ALL MY FRIENDS

The War Will Begin Soon

2009-11-22T00:11:00.003+08:00

FINAL BATTLE will begin 2 more days.. Warriors and fighters begin to make sure their swords and shields are in goo condition.. Archers begin to make a lot of arrows to ensure that it is sufficient for the final battle.. Wizards and magicians begin to revise all the spells learnt.. Ninjas make sure there shurikens and kunais are enough, jutsu are practiced over and over again.. Potions are made to increase strength, accuracy and intelligence.. (OMG!! Sounds like online game.. xD) It's an important battle, a battle that will decide whether you can make it to the UNIVERSITIES.. In this battle, stationaries are our weapons, knowledges are our spells and jutsu..

What Miss Santhi said was true: stepping stones are usually hard and difficult.. However, if you make it through stepping stones, it will be much easier after that.. Pre-U basically means before university.. Pre-U courses are stepping stones to enter the Universities.. Although it may be hard, we must also try our best to go through it.. We must make it to the universities!!! IF U THINK U CAN, YOU CAN!!!!

The Last Day

2009-11-21T01:27:00.003+08:00

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My last class in FIA is over.. It was maths class, Ms Santhi's class.. She gave her last speech before she dismiss the class.. Her speech made me flash through all the times I had in FIA.. 1 year, it passed just like that.. It was too short.. Really short.. Someone like Dai Kar Jie and Dai Lou, I only get to know them for about 6 months.. Compare to Primary School and Secondary School, it was so different.. Our time is so limited.. When I start getting to know someone, we are going to leave each other since we are taking different courses.. Maybe it's only me.. Becoz there's not much people taking Psychology next year.. I'm afraid, beside Carmen and Charles, there's no one will be in the same course as me next year ad.. Yes, I am sad.. I am emo-ing.. But wat to do? I can't force everyone choose the same course with me, I can't force myself to the course I don't like either.. Haiz..

幻想 · 梦想 · 理想

2009-11-18T23:07:00.004+08:00

还记得今年的年初二

我跟着一家人到Ampang的一座庙

除了祈求保佑以外

也要求师傅算一算今年的运程

师傅说我这个人有点小聪明

但是要成功就必须得努力

师傅得知我将攻读心理学后

给了我一些忠告：

“心理学讲究思考

脑则会是最重要的

不能只是想

不是只认为

而是冷静的判断

和有智慧的想法

幻想

梦想

理想

这三个则必须分得很清楚

睡眠必须充足

只有清醒的头脑

才会有理智的判断”

早睡

是今年来几乎未发生的事

迟睡早起

变成了我的习惯

不管大佬怎么劝

大家姐怎么讲

我还是这样

回想师傅的劝告

我像是把它当作耳边风了

我

还适合

读心理学吗？

Only Wait

2009-11-17T18:10:00.003+08:00

C&P presentation over.. Psychology and maths quiz over.. Wat left is juz the final exam next week.. 6 more days to go.. The final battle in FIA.. Am I ready? Nope I suppose.. Instead of digging into notes and books, I m fb-ing everyday, I blog, I went for movies.. When there's nothing to do.. I rot in my room.. Someone begins to work hard.. Someone feels lazy and carefree.. Some even feels that exam is over.. Wat I did? Nothing.. I am waiting.. Waiting for my study mood to come.. I wonder when will it comes..

In FIA, I became an emo boy.. I even ranked "The Most Emo Person Ever" by Bktan.. I admit that I am emo SOMETIMES.. But I cant be the most emo person ever rite?? =.=

I knew my blog was emo.. I knew I hav a "think too much" disease.. Raymond Chu knew tat.. I knew if I think too much, I cant sleep til 4 a.m. sometimes.. But wat to do?? I cant control it.. Haiz.. Talking about emo, then you have to meet my dai kar jie.. To me, she is the most emo person I ever met..

Compare to few years before this, it is true tat I became more emo.. Maybe is becoz I m going to reach 19 years old, getting more and more things to worry and think about.. To me, emo doesnt means that u were sad, sometimes u juz get bored, feel like doing nothing but juz think about the past and imagine wat will happen in future.. U juz feel boring and hav no interest in anything at tat moment.. Or maybe sometimes u think too much, wat u think in your mind is juz so unbelievable and unpredictable..

However, sunny days come after rainy days.. I m using the name 'Sunny', hence, I must be shining rite?? So I cant be moody all the times.. Thx to frens from FIA for giving me such a wonderful time for my first year in SUN-U.. Unlimted thx to all of you.. Thx also to all malacca frens for supporting me even though I m not in malacca.. ^^

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Live Drama: (8.10 p.m.)

Someone from foyer juz lost his laptop a few minutes ago.. OMG.. I m so sorry to him becoz I was in front of the table where the laptop lost only, but I din saw anyone taking the laptop away.. Deeply sorry to him.. Feel bad now.. Haiz..

三叔结婚

2009-11-15T13:50:00.008+08:00

昨日是我人生参加的第三次婚礼，

第一次是大约五六岁吧，姑姑嫁人，

第二次应该是十岁，四叔娶老婆。

昨天，是我三叔结婚，应该说终于结婚了。

没想到我快十九岁了，三叔才拉开天窗。

哈哈～没有要取笑的意思～

只是，觉得好奇怪，同时也为他感到高兴。

婆婆昨日早上还特地到理发店，

电头发、染头发、买新衣。

哈哈，我想她为了等到这一天，

望都望到颈项都长了。

昨晚的她可是笑得合不拢嘴呢。

这门亲事可是特别的亲事，

除了是陈欧两家结盟（不知是否用对词xD），

更是基督与佛教的联合代表。

大马是个多元种族的国家，

为达和平，各种族必须和睦共处。

两人虽然出身于不同家族，

拥有不同的宗教信仰，

但两人的心能连在一起，

真是一大美事啊～～

我相信基督教的主——耶稣，

和佛教的佛主，都会一同保佑着对新婚夫妇。

本人与新娘（三婶），当天最美丽的女生合照。

人家说穿上婚纱的女生最漂亮了，

果真名不虚传（又乱用成语了xD）………

2012

2009-11-13T20:59:00.003+08:00

Today, I could say, is the most unbelievable day in my FIA life.. I seriously cannot believe that it actually happen.. 10.30 a.m. after maths class, Hey Herng sms me ask me whether want to watch "2010" after their finance test.. I actually ignored it.. 1 hour b4 their finance test, dunno hu is the someone who suggest it again.. DKJ asked me go pyramid and buy ticket 1st.. After that, Khai Soon told me tat there is no more tickets available.. With disappointment, I sit at library waiting for them to finish their test..

I told DKJ the bad news.. 3.10 p.m., due to DJK's fren's idea, we decided to gamble.. We rushed to pyramid, hoping that those hu made reservation will cancel it.. We were so desperate for "2012" man.. Instead of waiting for free bus, we str8 away take taxi becoz of one reason: "The probability of getting ticket is higher." I guess Ms Santhi is the one who caused this.. =.=

After we reached pyramid, we walked as fast as we can to TGV cinema.. OMG, the number of people was ......... Screen above counter displaying: "We're sorry that 2012 for today's session is sold out." Disappointment came to us again but it did not stop us.. We thought of another idea which is tell the reservation counter that we reserved it but the reservation key is not given, then we plan to blame them for their technical problem.. Adrian and Steve were there too, DKJ, Xiao Ming and Hey Herng were asking them to help us to get tickets.. OMG.. I cant believe I'm doing tat man.. Ms Priya told us tat it is ok to cheat occasionally due to certain reason, but is this considered a good reason? Of coz, mission failed.. We then hav no choice but to queue up to buy ticket.. Dunno whether it is consider as lucky or not, there are seat available for 5.45 p.m shows..

Although it was the 1st row, we still bought the tickets.. For more details in between, go and check my DKJ's blog ba..

Anyway, today is a nice day.. Even though my neck is dam pain now.. Abit dizzy at this moment.. But so long din hav fun with frens ad, a relax before our great finale.. Malacca frens, I suddenly miss u all now.. Hope you guys are doing fine..

《2012》这部电影，真让人赞不绝口。

其特效让人目瞪口呆，哑口无言。

假使你是在那飞机上的人，

从飞机窗外望下去，

是天崩地裂，所有人都在恐慌逃生，

但却是无路可逃，死路一条的，

我想，你的感触也应和我一样吧。

假使世界即将末日，

你会怎么做？

珍惜眼前人，谁都会说。

但有多少真的如此？

难道真的要到了末日的那天，

才知道如何珍惜彼此吗？

A Short Break

2009-11-12T00:29:00.004+08:00

This morning, there was English Essay writing test and afternoon was econs topic test 2.. After this two tests, I can rest for awhile.. Next Monday will hav psychology presentation, maths quiz.. Tuesday will hav C&P presentation.. After that, all I hav to wait and prepare will be the final exam of FIA..

New catalogues for next year courses in sunway are now available, including the scholarship catalogue.. For continuing in Psycho next year, I need to score at least 80% for FIA average score to get the least scholarship offered, 30% discount.. Think abt my previous exams, I dun think I can get it ad.. Nvm la.. I will apply PTPTN den.. Next year, I have decided to pursue in Degree in Psychology next year.. My intake for next year is 19th of March 2010.. In between, there are 3 months of holiday.. What should I do then? Everyday stay at home? Or find a part-time job? Haiz.. Not yet decide..

不管是昨日，今日或明日，

我都不断在提醒自己，

时日不多了，终点快到了。

该来的总会来，

即使有一万个不舍，

都无法避免……

Lazy

2009-11-11T02:12:00.003+08:00

In almost 12 hours, it will be our Econs topic test 2.. Honestly, and seriously, I not yet start studying, not even one word.. I guess, I must start to study after done blogging.. Instead of study, I play facebook, watch drama and blog.. Haiz.. I cant be saved already.. Today, most probably I will sleep at 4 a.m. again lo.. Sorry to DaiLou, DaiKarJie and XiaoMing again.. I dunno how many sorry should I said til I finally will sleep early..

突然觉得自己像终极三国里的呼延觉羅·脩。

脩从铁时空到银时空去，

我从马六甲来到了吉隆坡。

在不属于自己的地方，

脩和我都找到了自己异乡的知己。

然而，脩比我来得更伟大。

脩被逼隐瞒自己的身份，

充当刘备，为的却是时空秩序。

然而，他作为大哥，

努力的保护自己的兄弟。

“虽然我这大哥是假的，

但我当大哥却不是当假的。”

这句话让我敬佩不已。

我和脩比较，

我想根本就不能比。

当任务完成，脩就必须回到铁时空；

当我毕业了，我则必须回到马六甲。

在我走的那天，假使回忆这一年，

我似乎没付出过什么，

似乎没贡献些什么。

这一年，我白活了吗？

i dont need your symphaty! nah ..l..

2009-11-10T17:01:00.002+08:00

there was once, i followed him as he said.. i do not know what happened to me that time...i just being stupid and followed what he demanded me..not demand.. but requested whether can i stay with him or not... finally, i accepted his offers...

taking this was never my interest at all..not at all.. but i do not know what i still take it.. at 1st, i was trying to convince myself that i can do it. calculating is my biggest enemies and i do hate numbers a lot..fking a lot..but, i dare to take the risk and i continue until now.. how stupid i was.

even though i have been through this long but i found out myself as well as wasting my 11 months time.. not for knowing friends but for the courses that i have taken.. stupid isnt? business studies, yes i was from business class but it is not part of my interest..i love something more pratical..i am regretted now for being too egoist with my own thinking and not to reject...i was given a chance, this or the one that i have dreamt to go...i am regretted now

throughout the 28 weeks, i am satisfied with it.. because i manage to score much higher than my secondary result. i am happy but not as happy as i thought ; i was forced to do so....i do not know why am i so stupid to take all the subjects that offer by the courses beside computer science.. and now i stress myself out.. i am fking stress for studying and memorising BUNCH of notes and try to do better and better. due to my laziness.. i never success. average marks are what i got. not too high not too low...

his aims are high, high as what i expected.. resulted that he has to leave me......

'shit! few marks gone'

i never knew he did that great.. but all i know is, i am the lowest among all of them, seriously..

i dont need you to have the 'hard feeling' for getting such result. even it is, it has nothing to do with me. go with ur high aims, i dont need your symphaty for not asking me or embarrass me.

and now, 11 months time wasted and i was like gain 0...

and now i understand the cruelly of a reality world..

p.s : this is not a entry of Sunny Au

by : ...

真的失眠了

2009-11-10T03:01:00.004+08:00

看看荧幕上的时间，

没有错，不是幻觉，

此刻正是临晨三时三分……

真的不知道为什么，

真的不知道是什么问题，

到底是哪里出了毛病？

身体是疲倦了，

全身是没力了，

但是脑子是清醒的。

我告诉她，

也许只有想太多的人，

才会写部落格。

也许，就是如此吧……

头脑不正常的活跃，

加上我不正常的睡眠时间，

有谁能来救我呢？

我想……

应该没了…………

爱上了这首歌，终极三国其中一首插曲，

虽然歌词和配乐都让人感到悲哀，

但让我陶醉其中。

真喜欢中文歌曲，充满情感的歌词、歌声和配乐，

证明了人类是有情感的动物，

和大家分享吧：

《泪了》 - 曾沛慈

天快亮了能不能别离开呢

沉默像首悲伤的歌无声视线却模糊了

你要走了也带走所有快乐

甜蜜的片段散落了

你倦了心冷了我哭了

那流星闪过我们许下一个愿望

要在一起绝不分离你怎么放弃了

星空在闪烁像你的眼泪悄悄划过

当你放开了手离开的时候

有没有一点舍不得我

泪光在闪烁而我的眼泪忍住不敢坠落

我还留在黑暗中守候

你却已经远远离开我

离开了我梦醒了还剩什么

我要的幸福消失了

你的心曾经属于我

那流星闪过我们许下一个愿望

要在一起绝不分离你怎么放弃了

星空在闪烁像你的眼泪悄悄划过

当你放开了手离开的时候

有没有一点舍不得我

泪光在闪烁而我的眼泪忍住不敢坠落

我还留在黑暗中守候

你却已经远远离开我

有过的快乐我都记得

回忆还旋转着爱怎么停了

我们都泪了

星空在闪烁像你的眼泪悄悄划过

当你放开了手离开的时候

有没有一点舍不得我

泪光在闪烁而我的眼泪忍住不敢坠落

我还留在黑暗中守候

你却已经远远离开

Random Weekend

2009-11-09T01:02:00.005+08:00

Guess wat? I woke up at 2 p.m today.. God, it is the latest time that I had woke up in my entire life.. Maybe it happened b4, but I dun remember already.. Wat make me woke up so late? Obviously is lack of sleep, I slept 4.30 p.m last night.. Perhaps it wasn't night but morning instead.. I'm still at damansara.. Going back to college tomoro morning following Hock Kuan's car.. He will reach here and fetch me around 7 a.m.. But, yet I'm still awake now.. Not sleepy at all.. I guess my body had used to sleep after 2 a.m..

Before I come damansara, I planned to play Dragonica, up from lvl 41 to 45.. However, mission failed.. Without knowing the reason, I lost my interest in playing online game.. For one moment, I even think tat it's tired sitting in front of my laptop.. This isn't me, I really no longer recognise myself..

Juz now HeyHerng, SiewMing and HoeYan interviewed Eugene again.. Haha.. It was funny.. Those 3 girls are so kepo like they hav nothing else to do.. So pity Eugene.. Dai lou and I juz be the audiences.. We felt guilty but wat to do? A show won't be nice without audiences.. Sorry to Eugene..

Do u all hu's my dai lou? Taking this chance, I m going to introduce u all my dai kar jie and dai lou.. Dai kar jie is Su Ann and dai lou is Hur Beng.. The reason for them to be my dai kar jie and dai lou is really lame.. It was around June I guess.. Su Ann was in the same group with me for English drama.. It was the 1st time I really start to know her and her gang too - The Seven (which BK and I called - The Xi Lai Gang).. During tat time, she looked like the leader of the gang and she gav me a feeling of big sister.. Since then, I started calling her dai kar jie.. She started calling me sai lou too.. For dai lou, it was lamer.. Juz becoz he was born on the same day as dai kar jie, hence he became my dai lou.. And u know wat?? They were actually almost one year younger than me.. Lame rite?? I thought so... However, I think they deserve the dai lou and dai kar jie too.. From them, I did learn many things.. Salute to dai lou and dai kar jie.. ^^

It's 1.47 a.m. now.. Hmmm.. It smells nice.. Haha, my cousin is cooking for me man.. So nice of her.. When I hungry during midnight at damansara, I will always ask her to cook something for me.. Thx to Miko, my lovely cousin.. Can't wait for the food any longer.. xD

对手

2009-11-08T02:46:00.003+08:00

曾想过自己的对手是谁吗？

英文有句话是这样说的：

When there's no competition,

there won't be improvement...

在现实生活中，事实正是如此。

奥运会追求五大目标，

求更快、更多、更高、更远、更强。

各国的选手在比赛前做足准备，

以最佳状态出赛，击败对手获取胜利。

选手们不惜牺牲时间，牺牲个人空间，

不停训练，只为精益求精，

只为最后能够打败自己的对手。

在求学中，我们的对手就是成绩好的同学。

名次排行榜，成为各个学生的目标。

因为这样，为了超越其他同学，

只好努力读书，考获好成绩了。

然而，为了击败对手不择手段的不止几个。

最近香港连续剧《宫心计》是个很好的例子。

故事内容就是古代宫女之间的竞争。

宫中尔虞我诈，为求见皇上一面，

为求得到更高的地位，不择手段。

就连情同姐妹的两个人，

却因为地位而翻脸了。

不要说古代，就连今时今日的现进时代，

为得名利，背叛朋友已是家常便饭。

可见时代进步了，人脑却没进步。

良性竞争会让人进步，

恶性竞争会伤感情。

我希望我身边的朋友，

不会为了名利而向我下毒手。

当然，我如今不担心，因为我相信你们。

终极三国的主题曲是《对手》，

虽然不是很好听，但还可以啦。

和你们一起分享吧……

《对手》 - 强辩、武虎将、东城卫

我一掌劈开天跟着我去冒险

我们的对手到底会是谁

在所有书里面为什么都没有写

我们的明天他在哪边

为何你一直瞄是不是要单挑

拳击太极咏春都随便你挑

你还一直在笑小心牙齿断掉

我要放下书包让烈火燃烧

谁说正义会迟到只有坏人才命好

你不要想逃我会追到天涯和海角

我一掌劈开天跟着我去冒险

关不住的梦想就要起飞

在我的心里面完美就要更完美

谁都不能改变

我一掌劈开天跟着我去冒险

我们的对手到底会是谁

在所有书里面为什么都没有写

我们的明天他在哪边

不管有多糟糕我会替你挡掉

只要你一句话我帮你办到

朋友就是不计较我为你两肋插刀

我们一起战到最后一秒让世界看到

我一掌劈开天跟着我去冒险

关不住的梦想就要起飞

在我的心里面完美就要更完美

谁都不能改变

我一掌劈开天跟着我去冒险

我们的对手到底会是谁

在所有书里面为什么都没有写

我们的明天他在哪边

无法形容的疲倦

2009-11-07T02:10:00.003+08:00

身体十分的疲倦，有如千斤重

明知道是因为不够睡

但却完全不想睡觉

双眼完全无法闭上

只想坐在电脑面前

即使无所事事也没关系

我想应该是失眠了

完全不知道是为什么

Am I Homesick?

2009-11-06T00:22:00.004+08:00

Final battle in FIA is coming, 23rd of Nov.. After final exams over, I will be able to back to Malacca again.. Talking about Malacca, it had been quite a long time since I last went back.. Start to miss my bed, my room, my family.. Wondering how is the new Jusco looks like now.. Wondering is there any new shops opened.. Friends in college began to ask me why am I emo.. Am I homesick? Too much of Already Gone? Or maybe is becoz of the ending of FIA? Honestly, I dun even noe whether am I emo or not..

Today is the submission date for Finance project.. However, I din take Finance.. When I saw some of my frens having difficulties in doing it, I wasn't able to help them.. The feelings of wanted to help but cant make me feel so uncomfortable.. Sometimes, I regret not taking accounts and finance.. I was happy when Hoe Yan ask for my help for graph, although I din help much actually.. That's the least I can do to help my frens.. And, I'm sorry to Hur Beng if I had given him any pressure becoz of maths..

Went to pyramid juz now.. Plan to buy shoe but end with buying a bag.. Cant find shoes that I liked, so plan to go One-U and buy this weekend.. Next wednesday topic test for econs, not yet study.. Dun plan to study yet, wat I wish now is Dragonica!! xD

I dunno wat am I writing.. Not organised at all.. No thesis statement, no topic sentences.. Hope Ms Priya din view my blog.. I juz write watever that came up to my mind.. Maybe is becoz now it's 1 a.m. ad... Blur case le.. Sorry to Hur Beng again.. He kept asking me to sleep earlier and sleep more but I din.. Haiz... Due to blogging and Tycoons, I still not yet sleep.. 8.30 class tomoro, I guess I better go and sleep ad..

人真是复杂的动物，多样化的感情，多样化的情绪。

此刻的我，对自己的心情，完全不了解。

理解能力差了？还是自己把情绪压抑了？

咳～不想了～累了～

希望有更好的明天…………

Irregular Lifestyle

2009-11-02T01:49:00.005+08:00

It's going to be 2 a.m. in the morning.. But yet, I am still sitting in front of my laptop blogging.. 8.20 class tomoro, and going to follow Siew Ming's car at 7.30.. Which means I hav to get up at 6.30 to prepare and wait for her.. From now til 6.30, it's only 4 and a half hours left.. Dunno wat time am I going to sleep either..

My life isn't regular since I began my college life.. Everything is irregular: sometime sleep at 11 pm, sometime sleep at 5.30 am.. Sometime skip lunch, sometime skip dinner.. Sometime watch drama for 10 hours straight.. Sometime even drink a drop of plain water a day.. Sometime I wan to eat every hour.. Sometime having McD delivery at 2.30 am.. I dunno why it becomes like tat, it juz happened..

Haiz.......

Economics Presentation

2009-10-28T19:13:00.003+08:00

There was an Economics Presentation from 2.30 to 5.30 just now.. Because of the presentation, I had to wear formal attire for whole day.. The photo was taken before my English class with Shin Hui.. She was wearing army long pants.. It seems like an office boy is taking photo with army girl.. The presentation was not bad today, everyone in my group had done well.. But, quite sad for mine, I was stopped by Ms Ruba to continue presenting since there wasn't enough time left.. But nvm la, it was good also to stop me earlier since I was so nervous.. Economics presentation was over, but English Research Report is due on this Friday.. I just finished half of it.. Guess I must work hard to finish it by tomoro.. Good luck to me..

An Unexpected News

2009-10-26T18:53:00.004+08:00

Exactly one month from today, will be the last day of FIA.. It's just ONE more month, we will have ended our pre-university course.. However, there is someone who is not able to graduate.. Everyone in FIA Jan09 Intake knew who was it.. After our maths topic test, we were inform that FIA had lost one member.. He had passed away.. Whatever the reason is it, it doesnt change the fact that he will never be back, studying with us again.. Honestly, I wasnt very sad since I was not very close with him.. However, he was still a fren of mine..

Life is so unpredictable.. Just like what Shin Hui said: "Imagine you were preparing for maths test today, but you wont be able sit for the maths test again forever". Although it wasn't a nice example, it is still make sense that we will never know what will happen tomoro.. Appreciate everything u hav right now.. Say it out if there is anything tat u wan to say before it is too late.. Be thankful to everyone around, everyone in your mind right now..

I wish he will have better life in heaven.. His soul, his name, his face will be in my heart.. Rest in peace, my friend..

周末的校园

2009-10-24T18:15:00.010+08:00

一个人寂寞的感觉不再陌生
周末独自坐在学校大厅
今年来还算是第一次
虽是周末但校园并不安静
然而脑袋里闪过的画面
已盖过了嘈杂的声音
心中的声音是什么
是不知道还是不想知道
深埋中的内心隐隐作痛
可怜的心还在流血吗
终点快到了时间不多了
比等待末日来临更痛的痛
泪干了没泪了累了
不想了不要了忘记了…………

Wind & Rain - Chapter II: A Life For Another Life

2009-10-16T12:53:00.003+08:00

"Ah~~~ My stomach! Ah~~~" "Keep it up, honey, I know you can do it." The man hold the woman's hand tightly. His heart was in pain, looking at his wife but not able to do anything that can help. The woman was struggling, lying down on the bed. Sweats were all around her face, even her shirt was wet. She screamed and screamed. It was a painful experience, as pain as burning alive in flame. "The baby is coming out. You're doing great, madam. Let us try one more time." The doctor was readied, waiting for the new life come to this world.

"Beep~~~~~~~" "Doctor, there is no heart beat!" a nurse shouted. By looking at her facial expression, we can tell that she was just a new nurse. The women stopped moving. "Get ready for CPR!" the doctor ordered the nurse immediately. Suddenly, the woman regained conscious and screamed out loud. Without one minutes, the women lost her consciousness again. At this time, the baby was born.

"The baby was a boy, born at 12th December, 1212 a.m." the doctor put the baby in towel and carried to the man. "Congratulation, gentleman, this is your son. Unfortunately, we was not able to save your wife. I'm very sorry." The man carried his son in his hand, looking at his wife on the bed. His tears dropped. Happy? Sad? Angry? He had no idea what was his feeling at that time. The baby did not cry, staring at his father, an evil smile on his face. The boy was then named, Davi.

第三学期～压力！

2009-10-16T01:24:00.006+08:00

刚和权奕好友通电话。

好久没这样谈天咯，谈完了让我觉得有些轻松。

这个学期几乎让我喘不过气来，好累好累。

今天刚考完Malaysian Studies和Psychology。

接下来，陆陆续续有更多的工作必须完成。

30页的英文报告、500字的英文故事、

Economics Presentation、62 Statistics数学题、

数学小考、Psychology Presentation……

咳～～

还有六个星期我就毕业了，又毕业了。

总觉得我才中五毕业没多久。

没想到，又快要毕业了……

虽然累了，但还是得拼了。

汶竭，你可以吧？

应该可以吧～～

不对，不可以应该，

是一定可以！

加油！ =)

Thank God It Wasn't Me

2009-10-13T02:21:00.008+08:00

I just finish watching "Orphan". God dammit!! I can't imagine how will it be if this story happens to me.. This story show us how important is the relationship between humans.. Esther, a girl who had hormone disorder, was not able to live as normal people.. She was still looked like a 9 years old but in fact she was 33.. With this abnormality, people started to stay away from her, that including her family too I guess.. When she was supposed to be an adult, but people around her treat her as as child.. She couldn't do anything she want: get married, have sex, work in society etc.. As time passed, she became mentally disordered too.. Haiz, what a sad case.. She became a murderer just because she can't live in normal lifestyle.. Just because of abnormality...

失去方向

2009-10-09T01:02:00.000+08:00

晚上七点回到宿舍，心情是多么的复杂。
拿了毛巾，进了厕所，打开了花洒。
把眼睛闭上了，站在花洒下，
水洒在赤裸裸的身体上。
水流过身体了吗？皮肤似乎没感觉了。
只觉得头冰冰的，是水吧。
头脑似乎被冻结了。
头脑里的记忆跑到了花洒的水中，
顺着水流的方向往下冲。
回忆的画面闪过，模模糊糊，不清了。
目标不见了，失去了方向～～～

Wind & Rain - Chapter I: The Story Begun

2009-10-08T00:22:00.014+08:00

*I will begin to write a story titled "Wind & Rain". Of coz I m not a good author. I juz wan to express my feeling. I dunno wat to write actually, dunno when will this story end. Read it if u like, leave it if u dun. Comment if u wan."

Sunny

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There was a man, who was the second sons in his family. He had 3 brothers and a sister. He was lucky, given a study opportunity. The man appreciated and studied well. There was another girl, who born in a poor family. However, she never gave up in study. She earned money all by herself and used it on study. May be it was the arrangement of God, may be they were destined, they met each other while working in other country. The bond between them began to build up, they had fallen in love with each other.

The man and the women loved each other. They finally decided to get married. Just one week before their wedding ceremony, they could not wait. That night, the air and the sky was so calm. They met each other, on the bed, they had their first sex. The story began after that night.

Mother of the woman found out what they had done. She was very angry, scolding her daughter and the man. The mother was very scared, terrified. She told them the reason she was angry. There was a curse over the generation in the family: "The child who was produced before wedding ceremony will be the cursed child, the most evil and dark child in the world." The man and the woman did not believe. To them, it was a ridiculous, stupid, unproven legend.

After two months, the woman was found pregnant. The mother was terrified again. She cried and cried, begging her daughter to take away the child. The man disagreed. "I will be a father, why you want me to kill my child? There's no way that I will do it." The mother begged her daughter again and again. The woman finally agreed with tears in her eyes. She did not want to break her relationship between her and her mother. They met their doctor and booked a Sunday to do the surgery. The mother was pleased and she was waiting for the day.

Just the night before a surgery which had been arranged, the mother, the doctor and nurses who will be in charge for the surgery on the next day died. The reason of their deaths were heart attack. However, it was mysterious that a young nurse who was only 25 got heart attack, the mother who had no health problems before this got heart attack. It was weird also that all people died at almost same time, 12.00 a.m. of the Sunday. The man and the woman were shocked. They were able to speak to others for months. In their mind, the words that were told by the woman's mother were repeating over and over again. They did not want to believe. They did not know what to do.

Econs In Less Than ONE HOUR!!!

2009-10-07T13:34:00.003+08:00

Sitting in library discussion room... Staring at my laptop... Bk beside me kacau-ing me... My econs note is juz beside me... My mind is so empty... Thinking of the econs exam coming soon... Very soon... 2.30 p.m. at seminar room... Mentally and physically ability disabled... Something is missing in my mind... What is it?? What's interest rate? Unemployment rate decrease?? Increase?? Fiscal policy or monetary policy?? What am I thinking?? I lost my brain~~~~~~~ Lost it in deep deep darkness~~~~

~~~~God Save Me~~~~

P.S: Brain, dun leave me!!! NO!!! T.T =( (-_-)

依靠

2009-10-05T01:29:00.004+08:00

这个周末在阿姨家看了《终极三国》，大家看了吧？

和《终极一班》还有《终极一家》一样，里头的人物都有异能。

这次是银时空，与金时空和铁时空不一样的是，

这次的故事和三国演义有关。

还蛮好看的，虽然很不符合逻辑，

但内容很鸟，很搞笑，让我这几天忧郁的心情开朗了些许。

《终极三国》里的刘备、关羽和张飞是结拜兄弟，

这就是《终极三国》里最吸引我的地方。

看见刘备为了救兄弟而尽全力，

看见关羽死都不背叛自己的兄弟，

心想：要是他们是我大哥、是我二哥，那该有多好啊～～

不知什么时候开始，我只要在戏里看到有关兄弟同心，

看到兄弟如何保护对方、依赖对方，

我就会不由自主地羡慕他们，我的心就会有所感触。

认识我的人都知道，朋友在我心中的地位是第一。

我很注重朋友，元一位朋友牺牲一切。

曾经为了朋友和家人大吵，甚至闹翻脸。

还记得妈大声对着我喊过：“朋友最好是吗？

那你就搬出去住！叫朋友养你！不用回来了！”

当然，那是两三年前的事。现在对我而言，家人是第一了。

为什么我会这么注重朋友呢？是因为压力。

很多人都知道，我是欧家这一代的长子嫡孙。

在没有哥哥姐姐，唐表兄姐的情况下，

我在不知不觉中产生了无形的压力。

上一代的每个人都把期望放在我身上。

希望我可以考到最好，什么都最棒。

还是幼小的我是多么的希望有个哥哥。

天真的我常对上帝说，让妈妈有Baby，

然后生个哥哥给我。

曾经在我生日那天许愿，想要有个哥哥当我的生日礼物。

直到我懂事，知道想要个哥哥是不可能是不可能的事，

当天的我哭了～～～

身为最大的我，永远都是第一个。

第一个上幼儿园、小学和中学，甚至学院。

第一个考UPSR、PMR和SPM。

第一个离家求学，还有很多的第一。

更离谱的是，我的生日是一月九号，

同年级里打过我的人却是寥寥无几。

在班上，最老的永远是我，

想要造个结拜兄弟做我大哥都难。

寻找大哥做我的依靠是我这一生中寻找的奇迹。

曾经幻想，哥帮我办入学手续。

当我学业不好时，哥在旁慢慢地教导我。

当我被人欺负，个会帮我挡，保护我。

被爸妈骂时，哥会为我主持公道。

当我想哭时，可以投入哥的怀抱。

那时的我，很幼稚吧？老实说，此刻的我也许还是这样。

久而久之，我把想要大哥的希望转到朋友上。

我开始为朋友做事，希望能找到一位值得依靠，

肯为我付出一切、为我牺牲的“大哥”，

但是到目前为止，我却没有找到。

相反，却又更多人把我当成大哥。

=.=这是什么笑话嘛～

如今，寻找奇迹这件事，我还没放弃。

但是，我知道我不能一直等待着奇迹出现。

我也是别人的大哥，所以我会扮演好一位大哥的角色。

我会尽我全力，保护我的弟妹们。

我也会把身边关心我的朋友当生兄弟。

希望我们能够有福同享，有难同当。

但愿我心目中的那个依靠可以实现～～～

朋友们，弟兄们，姐妹们，

让我们回味周华健的《朋友》吧，

这首歌在《终极三国》里面也有：

《朋友》周华健

这些年一个人

风也过雨也走

有过泪有过错

还记得坚持什么

真爱过才会懂

会寂寞会回首

终有梦终有你在心中

朋友一生一起走

那些日子不再有

一句话一辈子

一生情一杯酒

朋友不曾孤单过

一声朋友你会懂

还有伤还有痛

还要走还有我

朋友一生一起走

那些日子不再有

一句话一辈子

一生情一杯酒

朋友不曾孤单过

一声朋友你会懂

还有伤还有痛

还要走还有我

～END～

自己的世界 ~My Own World~

2009-09-23T15:03:00.004+08:00

四天的假期过了，原本今天是该返回学院上课，

但因为交通问题，现在还留在马六甲，

必须等明天才能跟着阿姨的车上吉隆坡。

这四天过得平平淡淡，不是网络游戏就是吃饭睡觉。

除了昨天，和中学朋友到Dataran Pahlawan的Le Garden享用火锅晚餐。

哈哈～流口水了吗？

这次小型聚会的主办人可不是我哦。

是我的知己，Mr. Edwin权奕大人，真不可思议。

想当年，要他出来一起聚的时候，我可必须求他才勉强答应的。

现在不同咯，自己成为主办人，主动邀请我们一起聚餐。

我的另一位知己也变了，Mr. Melvin耀铨大人。

什么方面变了呢？造型吧～

球鞋变时尚布鞋，潮流上衣配紧身牛仔裤。

果然是不一样的耀铨，哈哈～～

咳～大家都变了，大家都长大了，

唯有我停留在某个没有人知道的世界。

有时候觉得，这世界离我好远好远。

也许因为我是宅男吧，只能呆在家里面对电脑电视。

网络游戏世界和电视剧里的世界就是我的世界。

我的灵魂似乎已交给了那抽象世界里的人物。

就因为这样，在现实生活中没有多大改变。

最近流行什么？最近的新歌是什么？

在我脑海中，没有答案。

虽然清楚知道自己已沉迷于那抽象世界，

但却找不到理由离开那世界。

有谁能把我从那抽象世界拉出来呢？

'Once in a life time, means there's no second chance, so I believe that you and me, should grab it while we can....' A song that keep on repeating in my mind now. I dunno why. After reading dai kar jie's blog. I wonder wat's a significant people, wat's a special someone. A person hu means very much to u? Is de person tat i keep thinking in my mind now is de special someone? Once in a life time? Has it come to me? Is chance around me now? All sort of questions are in my mind. Maybe i think too much, maybe i too free. Many people r emo nowadays, tat include me i think.

To avoid myself to be emo, lazy to think about wat is going around this world, I trapped myself in a virtual world, online games. It is a world tat make me forget all the stuffs in real world temporary. Sometime, i dun wish to get out frm tat world. Haiz.... Is there anyone can save me from de trap?

平淡生活 ~Nothing Special~

2009-09-15T17:34:00.005+08:00

两个星期又过了，开始在为毕业那天倒数咯～

上星期五，姑姑从台湾回来。

为了招待她，我把周末的时间都抽出来了。

她可是我在欧家最敬爱的人。

她因嫁给了台湾人，便到台湾定居。

这次为了办公，所以来大马一趟。

星期日早上，在我们的陪送下，姑姑边飞回台湾了。

开斋节假期来临，大多数的人放假一星期，

但我只放星期一和二，可怜～～

和你们分享一首歌，张栋梁的Only One，

希望你喜欢～

《Only One》 - 张栋梁

你总是在迷乱的时候心情摇摆

一冲动就躲在那上痛苦海

他所要的无非是一种自由自在

恨不得将快乐都拥在心怀

我明白感情的结果谁都无法安排

错过就不要再异想天开

在寂寞背后踩着那憧憬地带

我怎么能让你还孤单存在

我的歌在你的耳边所以想起来

是因为我不想再活得不痛快

我相信像这样的感觉其实不太坏

你喜欢我就不会停下来

让世界更精彩

让希望的火焰在你心中烧起来

没有人将真爱在一念之间出卖

让感动和依赖在你心中留下来

没有人会无奈让自己受伤害

你总是在迷乱的时候心情摇摆

一冲动就躲在那上痛苦海

他所要的无非是一种自由自在

恨不得将快乐都拥在心怀

我明白感情的结果谁都无法安排

错过就不要再异想天开

在寂寞背后踩着那憧憬地带

我怎么能让你还孤单存在

我的歌在你的耳边所以想起来

是因为我不想再活得不痛快

我相信像这样的感觉其实不太坏

你喜欢我就不会停下来

让世界更精彩

让希望的火焰在你心中烧起来

没有人将真爱在一念之间出卖

让感动和依赖在你心中留下来

没有人会无奈让自己受伤害

让希望的火焰在你心中烧起来

没有人将真爱在一念之间出卖

让掌声和喝彩在你心中留下来

你要相信自己是Only One

La La La La.....

~End~

Third Party - The Story of 'light'

'Light'. I believed that every single human being knew what lights are.

Light could be represented as a tool for those who has gone through the wrong path way as they did a mistake in choices in the past to lead them back into a correct path way and also the way that they should have followed.

Light also could be represent as a tool that brings brightness to people so that every one of us can see things more clearly and not easily being trapped by some other parties.

Light also could be represent as a tool that cheers people up and show them a positive way when they are extremely being defeated by their emotional, in other word emotional breakdown.

We all know, light is a bright object. It can be easily seen from a dark place. But, when it comes to some circumstances, being a 'light' is not an ideal choice especially for those who already know he or she shouldn't be a 'light' at a wrong time. Because it would be very funny when the light has got no enough battery, the brightness wont be that bright OR if the light has got a full battery, the brightness will be very bright sometimes it may irritate people around the area.

Well, there are some 'light' around me which doens't know when to light it or when to turn it off. It just turn it all over the day because it doens't know what is the actual meaning of being a 'light'

By Dennis Choo (FIA)

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The above article was written by my coursemate, Dennis. He described my feeling at tat time. Haha, thx dennis ya.

2 weeks had passed since my last post. Still remember my ambition? Ya, it's Psychology. In this 3rd Sem of FIA, Psychology is one of de compulsory subject. It was an interesting subject to me.. Haha.. But many ppl said it was boring. Dun care la, as long as I like it.. ^^ After attending 3 psychology classes, I felt abit regret. Abt wat? Abt my choice on FIA. Science terms were lost from my mind since the day I joined FIA. But after psycho class, I found tat I missed science terms so much. I began to wonder wat wil happen if I join other course and take science subject. Haiz... Cant chg now lo. So, muz gambateh in FIA lo..

I din hate FIA. Chging frm science stream to art stream was a good experience for me. I get to know wat economics are. Now, I was able to understand wat is going on in Malaysia. Why recession, why price of oil increase, how a firm decide to shut down. Proud of myself.. Haha~~

But my target to be a psychologist wont change. I will work hard to make my dream success!!

Gambateh yo!!

To all FIA hu is re-sitting exam this week, jia you jia you!! Good luck ya!!

无题

2009-09-01T09:14:00.007+08:00

累～～累～～累～～

真的好累～～

二十四小时没睡觉了，

此时此刻坐在学院的Foyer，

开着电脑，等着十点半的课。

今早临晨十二时，开始看台湾连续剧。

看着看着，六点早上了。

收拾一下，冲个凉，换了衣，

便到楼下等秀明接我到学院。

到学院的时候，是八点早上了。

没有办法，不能回宿舍，

怕回到去，我会直接躺在床，不想起身了。

只好呆在学院，对着电脑，逼自己不要睡。

也许是头脑痲了吧，逼着逼着就没那么想睡。

可是啊，头脑里闪过好多好多的画面，

浮现许多许多的问题。

你相信天长地久吗？你相信永恒吗？

有人说，只要两人真心相爱，

他们永远都会守护着对方，彼此不分离。

真的有这回事吗？还是这是只有在梦里才会实现的童话故事？

那什么是爱？何为真心相爱呢？

有多少人找到自己的白马王子？

有多少人得到自己的白雪公主？

在如今现实残酷的时代，真心相爱还有吗？

如果爱情不能永恒，那么亲情呢？

就肯定会永恒吗？没有人被亲情背叛过吗？

有血缘关系的人就一定是最可以被信赖的人吗？

友情又怎么样？这世上有真正的知己吗？

如果友情、亲情和爱情都不能持之与恒，

那么最可以被信赖的但底是谁？

是谁永远都不可能背叛他人？

是上帝？是天使？还是只有自己？

我喜欢台湾连续剧，当然不是因为演员好看。

我喜欢的是它的故事，那让人羡慕的故事。

也许，在现实生活中，这类的故事根本不存在。

但是这类的故事常让我深入思考，

人与人之间巧妙的关系。

这个星球有超过几十亿人口，

是否能想像，每个人都都有不同的性格，

那么要学习一个人要花多少时间呢？

台湾连续剧常让我想像，

假如我是戏里的人物，我是否会像他一样做出这样的决定呢？

假如一件事情发生了，我是否回想戏里的人物一样，

这么坚强、这么勇敢呢？

咳～～头脑现在很乱，好累～～

我也不知道自己在写什么～～哈哈～～

要上课咯～～

I'm so sorry. There won't be any translation for this post. Those who dunno chinese, pls patiently wait for next post ba. Thx for supporting. ^^

First Week of FIA 3rd Semester

2009-08-29T03:22:00.005+08:00

There won't be translate for chinese this post, lazy to do it this time. Hehe~~ Sorry to those who are interested in chinese only...

More than one week had passed since the last post, the main reason is I left my laptop in Malacca for my brother since he got a week of school holiday. No choice la, I was too kind.. xD

On the first day of my semester 3, it was happy to see my course mate again. None of them have change much. Wat made us feel sad was our timetable was different from each other. Haiz, one gang of frens are forced to separate frm each other. We were busy looking for someone to switch timetable since we got the timetable for Sem3. Some of us manage to switch but some didn't. In the end, we were not all together also.

We got our new timetable on the second day. It didn't make much different since we were all separated too. But it was a good news to me since my friday class will end at 10.30 morning. Haha, tat means I can go back Malacca or BU earlier. Another good news to me on tat day is Wednesday and Friday will be my holiday for tat week!! Wow, I got 2 days off on the first week for new semester, nice!! Plus, next Monday is Merdeka, muahahaha, 3DAYS of holiday!! ^^

For Wednesday, I spent my afternoon in internet cafe, playing online game, Dragonica. Quite a nice game, it was like a combination of CabalSEA and MapleSEA. To be honest, I was addicted to it. Haha, Nicholas, BK and Hey Herng are playing with me. Anyone hu is playing pls inform me ya.. After tat, I went Sunway Pyramid with Yu Jing, Kian Hong and Nicholas meet with Adrian and Wei Sam. Had our dinner at Burger King.

8.30 class in the morning, English class. Miss Priya was absent, engagement. Too bad, class was not cancelled, we were required to attend de class and write an essay. After tat was Economics class. We studied about de basic idea of macroeconomics. Finished class at 12.20, went to see Dai Kar Jie. We went pyramid together. There was nth else we can do, our next class, Malaysian Study was at 4.30, almost 4 hours of break.. We went to play Daytona, and unbelievable, I got the last place. =.= Dai Kar Jie win me... Sad... Nvm, I will revenge!! Haha~~ Bad news came to us as soon as we got back to college, our results were out!! I went to get my result slip... Haiz... One word, disappointed.. I got C for my microeconomics and English.. OMG!! My mind was empty when I saw my Economics result.. After I calmed myself down, I saw my maths and computer science result, I felt thankful. It's ok for my microeconomics. It's too late to be sad now. Now, I hav to ignore it and I must do very well in macroeconomics this Sem, MUST!!

懒散的假期 * Lazy Holiday *

2009-08-20T13:59:00.005+08:00

星期四了，睁开眼睛时已是中午十二点。

心想：这样的日子快结束咯……

懒懒散散的我刷了牙，洗了脸，然后就开电脑。

咳～～放假嘛，除了对电脑，还能做什么？

又没有约会，朋友都去上课了，家人不在，

只好找电脑谈恋爱了……

上了Facebook，更新MafiaWar, StreetRacing, BarnBuddy 和 FFS……

这是每天必须做的事情，它们似乎已变成我生活中的习惯。

今天的时间，不知为什么过得特别慢。

觉得在Facebook逗留的好久，但只过了一小时。

MSN少人上线，只好玩Maple……

上了Maple，结果更死，除了我，没有别人了。

玩了十分钟，觉得无聊，便关了。

突然觉得假期闷死了，到了学院还有说有笑。

除了假期时能和中学朋友见见面，

其他时候都无所事事。

来临的星期六，是马六甲公中5B班同学的聚会。

这一年来，我搞了无数次的聚会。

每一次是我安排活动，邀请他们出席。

我在想，我是不是太得空没事做，这么多事搞这些东西。

但是想到每一次的聚会，都让我感到很开心，

就觉得这一切是值得的。

我们每一分每一秒都在长大，

有朝一日，当大家都成家立室了，

这一类的聚会，也许到了那时候就终止了。

如今，有机会聚在一起，就要珍惜现在咯～～

今天不知道为什么听了范玮琪的《一颗心的距离》十多次。

也许我此刻的心情和这首歌的旋律产生了共鸣吧。

今天和大家分享这首歌：

《一颗心的距离》范玮琪

一双上闪着泪光的眼睛

要多努力才能把雨看成星星

握住我手但别给我同情

执着的人要从倔强寻找勇气

好像很近瞬间又远离

很难实现才叫梦想才要决心

我们终于一起来到这里

当我激动不能言语把我抱紧

我们隔着一颗心的距离

有笑有哭地去回忆

夏天秋天成长蜕变的电影

会是一辈子做不腻的事情

仅仅隔着一颗心的距离

交换最真实的情绪

庆幸在不勇敢的纪念日里

你曾经给我多重要的鼓励

好像很近瞬间又远离

很难实现才叫梦想才要决心

我们终于一起来到这里

当我激动不能言语把我抱紧

我们隔着一颗心的距离

有笑有哭地去回忆

夏天秋天成长蜕变的电影

会是一辈子做不腻的事情

仅仅隔着一颗心的距离

交换最真实的情绪

庆幸在不勇敢的纪念日里

你曾经给我多重要的鼓励

我想说没有你的生命

想没有歌词的旋律

就算可以很美很好听

也少了意义少了确定

我们隔着一颗心的距离

有笑有哭地去回忆

夏天秋天成长蜕变的电影

会是一辈子做不腻的事情

仅仅隔着一颗心的距离

交换最真实的情绪

庆幸在不勇敢的纪念日里

你曾经给我多重要的鼓励

~End~

Wat a boring holiday~~~ =.= I woke up 12 p.m. this morning. On my laptop, log in facebook. Update all my applications. Zzzz. Dunno wat to do after tat. Suddenly I miss college life. I told myself to chiong my maple character to 4th job this week. But, I m so dam lazy. I off it after I played for few mins. SDO also boring. BORING!! Wat I enjoy doing during this holiday is meet with my secondary school friends. It is always fun wif frens, I wonder why..

This Saturday is CHS 5B 2008's gathering. Activities including movies and KTV. As usual, I m de organizer. Y I so busy body doing this kind of thing har?? Hmm.. Well, I juz wan all of us to keep in touch wif each other. It's worth it to me. Furthermore, I dun think there will be much gathering after everyone of them have gf. So, try to gather together if got chance. I wish everything wil be fine on tat day.

八八水灾 * Madness of the Mother Earth *

2009-08-17T19:40:00.006+08:00

八月八日，一场无情的台风（莫拉克）一夜之间，

夺走了台南、中国和香港数百人的性命。

更可悲的是，无情的汶竭竟然到了今天，

才知道这件已经惊天动地的事。

我感到十分惭愧…………

我对不起所有八八水灾的灾民，

更对不起在八八水灾中丧失性命的无辜地球人。

我这时才发现，我是个井底之蛙。

除了电脑和学院，我几乎与这世界隔离了。

我不配成为地球的一份子…………

http://mag.udn.com/mag/news/main_page.jsp?f_MAIN_ID=421

点击以上的链接，就可以大约知道莫拉克灾情。

这一场灾难，让台湾感到十分惊讶。

原本以为这是个普通的台风，

这些年来，台风所照成的威胁并不是很大。

就因为这个理论，我们低估了这一次的台风，

以为它快来快去，结果带来了一整年的雨量，

让大家措手不及，无法逃出这无情的灾难。

此时，我感到幸运，我是大马的公民。

台湾921大地震，中国四川大地震，1226地球大海啸等等。

种种的灾难降临在我们的身上。

有些人认为，世界末日要来临了。

有些人认为，我们对罪了上帝，上帝生气了。

我个人认为是地球生气了。

如今是个多么先进，似乎没有一样是不破坏大自然的。

虽说这是天灾，但也许这一场所谓的天灾是“人为”的。

我想起了《The Day After Tomorrow》这套戏。

我在想：也许，它就要实现了。

我欧汶竭，在此为所有八八水灾的灾民加油！

大家一定要坚强！不可因此放弃自己的人生哦！

加油！加油！

Today was an emo day. I felt very very down. When I was about to take my bath, I saw a news on TV. OMG!! Flood in taiwan??!! It happened on 8th of August??!! HOW COME I DUNNO??!!

I'm so stupid! I was like a katak di bawah tempurung. I noe nth abt the flood until today. I felt so guilty and sorry. Haiz...

The flood was caused by Tropical Cyclone. Over 100 ppl had lost their lives in this natural disaster and over 300 ppl was still missing. For once in my life, I felt lucky to be a Malaysian.

921, 1226, sichuan earthquakes, all kinds of disasters is now happening. Is doomsday coming? Is the god mad? Wat I think is the madness of mother earth. Our advance technologies hav caused so much pollution and the Earth is sick now. Haiz. I hope ppl realises abt this.

Anyway, I wish all the survivals of the flood all the best. Dun ever give up!! Gambateh!!

绝望 * Hopeless *

2009-08-15T02:48:00.003+08:00

半夜三更，夜深人静，

但是思路凌乱，迷失在无边的黑暗中。

从SiewMing那里得知一个坏消息，

原本开心的我，心情360度转换。

我下了线，关了电脑，躺上了床，关上了眼皮，

千万张画面顿时闪过我眼前。

关于SiewMing讲的那件事，

我原本想要怪别人，怪别人为什么没这样做。

但是半个小时的反省，让我想了很多事。

我越想越多，没有办法承受了。

只好起来开会电脑，来博客坐坐。

这时的我才想想，原来这些年来，

我一直都没优点～～

我绝望了～～～～～～～～～

有谁能告诉我，我到底有什么优点？

数学厉害？是的话我1st Sem拿A了……

电脑厉害？是的话我就不会连VideoConvert都不会了……

打Game天才？是的话我现在Maple level 200了……

我什么都不会！什么都不是！

时事知道多少？零！

唱歌不会动听，什么运动都不会，健康比别人差。

说要读心理学，结果有问题的人是我！

我忽然讨厌自己～～

I can't close my eyes. Thousands of pictures flash through mind. After wat Siew Ming had told me. For once, I hated myself. It's no becoz of wat happened, it's becoz of it makes me think back about my life. I feel like I have no values after I had lived for 18 years. When I ask myself, is there any good thing abt u?? I tried my very best to think. Nth at all. Ppl say my maths is good, is tat really so?? My aunt always asked my help in computer stuffs, am I really pro in it?? NO!! I juz simply do it and guess. I m such a useless boy. I m not good in any sports. I dun hav any special abilities. I dunno how to play piano, I dunno how to play football. I m not a healthy person. With a lot of diseases, low blood pressure, insufficient of red blood cells and many more. I dunno how to chase a gul. I dunno how to be a leader. In short, I got nth!!! I m so useless!! Tell me if u noe...tell me...if u really noe wat is good abt me...

P/S: Siew Ming, it is not ur fault.. Dun blame urself.. Noone's fault.. It's all my fault.. And to anyone hu see this post, pls dun ask me wat happened.. Thx...

考完试咯！ * HOLIDAY MOOD!! ^^ *

2009-08-13T18:11:00.005+08:00

充满压力的一天，就这样过了。

Economics和Computer Science，

两科比较难的科目，竟然在同一天！

没有办法，只能硬撑着，逼自己读。

告诉自己，只要过了就雨过天晴，

到时候就能放假休息。

这一天，

它终于来到了～～

虽然考试还没完，但是明天只是Business Communication，

这科目并没有算进FIA的总分，

所以只需要及格，哈哈～～轻松～～

明天考Accounts的同学，祝你们好运咯。

Hooray!! I'm now in holiday mood!! Haha!! I finished all my exams except Business Communication which I think it is not important. Extremely happy and relax now. Today 3 hours of Economics and 3 hours of Computer Science. OMG! My hand is going to patah man. I was quite disappointed about my econs coz I actually can do better. But dunno y I was blur blur early in the morning. Sad case~~ For Computer Science, I was quite happy with it. Almost all of it I know how to do. I actually hope I can get at least 40% for Computer Science. Haha, greedy leh? If I cant tat high I sure very sad. Anyway, I wish those hu r going to sit for Accounts Exam tomoro good lucks!! I will go college and support u all outside de exam hall!! (Actually is to show off my holiday mood, HEHE!!)

De photo above tat u r looking at is actually The SURVIVALS of FIA 1st Badge Computer Science students. For those hu r not from SUN-U FIA January Intake, dun be surprised. Ya, it is true tat whole course 70 ppl but only 5 of us r taking computer science. Unbelievable rite?? At 1st, there r 8 students taking com sc. But today, left the only 5 of us.

The photo was taken right after our com sc exam. For the front row, the pretty indian standing in the middle is our com sc lecturer, Ms Nithi. Sze Szen, the only girl survival, is at ur left. Justin Kang is standing at ur right. For the back row, Boon Kiat(Goldfish) is in the middle. The one ur left is Edmund Lim while the one at ur right is me, Sunny Au. After this Sem, there's no more computer science. SAD.....

～筋疲力尽～ 13 HOURS ONSLAUGHT!!

2009-08-11T23:36:00.009+08:00

好累的一天～～

今天早上八点起来，八点半出门到学院去。

因为明天要考试了，而且是数学，

是我们FIA大部分学生最怕的科目，

所以有几位coursemate来找我，

要我教他们数学。

这样一教，就教到九点半。

是晚上九点半哦！十三个小时在学院！

破我这么久以来的记录。

其实我不认为我的数学强，

只是，我会比他们了解。

数学比我高分的人不少。

但是，既然他们找我帮忙，

只好尽量把自己所知道的、了解的，告诉他们。

我希望我所讲的，他们都能记得，

在考试中对他们有帮助。

FIA的同学，加油吧！

致所有游览我博客的人：

由于我的某些朋友不会看华文字，

因此从从今天开始，我将会翻译我所写的文章，

用英文在写多一遍。

但是，我不保证我会翻译到一模一样。

假如你只喜欢看华文的，就只看华文的。

假如你只喜欢看英文的，就只看英文的。

加入你两个都想看，当然欢迎。^^

假如你认为这是无聊的博客，

写两个语言很废，或者讨厌我的写法，

那就不要来看！我并不稀罕！

没有办法，这是大家姐的要求，哈哈～～

这星期三、四和五是我这学期的大考，

因此不会有任何更新。

大家一定要祝我汶竭好运哦！

OMG!! I stayed in college for 13 hours today!! It’s the craziest experience to me. Hur Beng, your 10 hours onslaught is now not a big deal. Mine was 13 HOURS onslaught man!! But no choice la, tomoro maths exams, and there’re people who need my help. I can’t juz reject them. Well, it’s good for me also, at least I can revise myself when I teach the others, not bad… Anyway, I hope all my coursemate that I hav taught can remember wat I’d said. And I hope tat wat I’d said can help u all in the exam. Good luck to all FIA January Intake 2009 students for our Sem2 final exam tat is going to start tomoro. Dun giv ownself too much of stress but try our very best!!

This is the first time I write my blog in English. I’m sorry if there are any mistakes. Hope u all wont mind abt my usage of words. Actually this is a request frm my ‘Dai Kar Jie’ (big sister), SuAnn. And I think it’s good for me to write blog in English since it might improve my English at the same time. The reason I still write my blog in Chinese but not English only is I dun wan to forget my Chinese since I wont be using Chinese words often already. So I’ll be writing both languages. However, I do not guarantee tat I will translate it exactly. There might be slightly different. If u think u wan to read Chinese only, juz read Chinese. If u only wan to read English, juz read English. If u feel like wan to read both, u r always welcome. But if u think this is a damn sucks stupid blog and u dun like my style of writing, juz shoo. I will never force u to read my blog! I’ll be having exam from tomoro onwards til Friday. There wont be any update for my blog. So juz wait for Friday ba. Dun forget to miss me a lot and everyday pray for Sunny hoping tat Sunny will score well in this exam.. Thx for those hu are willing to do this!! Haha…. ^^

魔力

2009-08-10T00:57:00.008+08:00

整十天没上来了，还是那个字：忙！

这一个星期来，发生的事还不少。

Economics刚考完Topic Test，Business Communication的Presentation过了。

在那之前，与病魔斗了整整一星期。

当时还担心是H1N1，结果虚惊一场。

还好不是，是的话此刻的我会是在医院被隔离。

谢天谢地～～

课业都还算ok啦，只是就快考试了，必须加油。

爸爸和弟弟也生病了，到政府医院检查。

所幸都无大碍，‘大步栏过’（翻译广东的，不知道对不对）

我和妈妈有点小吵架，不过现在也没事了。

朋友方面没问题，偶尔会想念中学朋友。

感情呢？算是有问题吧～

不要误会，我没女友。

算了吧～不提那件事～

我在上星期重返Maple界。

这么老了，我都还不想放弃Maple。

我想我对Maple有感情了吧～

我今天刚level103。哈哈，在冲4th Job。

正在听S.H.E的《魔力》。

我的魔力几时会出现呢？咳～～不敢想～～

介绍你们这首歌吧～这是S.H.E刚出道一两年的歌。

歌词有意思，我也喜欢它的旋律。

让人有一种轻松的感觉，就像有个依靠。

以下是歌词：

《魔力》 - S.H.E

I have you to be with

Everything will be easy

晒的阳光淋的雨滴都值得回忆

I have you to be with

才懂心不够近才怕距离

心电感应绝不短讯会如影随行

曾灰心以为我来错了世界

太多想法很另类找不到人了解

当我说的感觉牵动着你的脸

互动的泪让我们变得特别

你是我的魔力想要勇敢就想你

一眨眼睛把不如意都变成流星

你是我的魔力心情不好我就想你

删除忧郁复制甜蜜笑容不结冰

曾灰心以为我来错了世界

太多想法很另类找不到人了解

当我说的感觉牵动着你的脸

互动的泪让我们变得特别

你是我的魔力想要勇敢就想你

一眨眼睛把不如意都变成流星

你是我的魔力心情不好我就想你

删除忧郁复制甜蜜笑容不结冰

幸福是将电影院没有单人的座位

要肩并肩才能看好戏上演

你是我的魔力想要勇敢就想你

一眨眼睛把不如意都变成流星

你是我的魔力心情不好我就想你

删除忧郁复制甜蜜笑容不结冰

I have you to be with

Everything will be easy

晒的阳光淋的雨滴都值得回忆

I have you to be with

才懂心不够近才怕距离

心电感应绝不短讯会如影随行

～End～

好啦～分享完毕～

要睡了～我想念的每个人，晚安咯～～

英文话剧

2009-08-01T00:45:00.005+08:00

迷迷糊糊又月尾了。

这个月超忙的，第二学期即将结束，

考试、project、presentation、drama每样东西向着我来。

一个字：忙！

可是只是忙几星期罢了，过后又是无忧无虑的生活。

加油，撑过去吧！

今天刚表演完话剧，可惜没相机，不然就可以让你们看我如何演鱼。

现在就让我告诉你们话剧的故事内容吧～～

Once upon a time, there a magical land far......

=.=抱歉，正在回想当时的情景～～好了，现在开始我们的故事：

从前，有一个普通的女孩名为Cassandra。

有一天，当她在河边修补完鱼网时，她看见河里有一支非常非常漂亮的鱼。

于是，她用鱼网把那只鱼捉起来。漂亮的鱼劝她不要把它吃了，但是Cassandra当耳边风。

她把那只鱼拿给妈妈，好让妈妈可以将鱼煮来吃。

Cassandra把鱼吃进肚里后，突然全身长鳞片，自己变成了一只鱼！

可怜的Cassandra只好跳进海里。她孤独地游着游着。

很幸运的，让她遇上了两只好鱼。两只好鱼便带Cassandra去海底王宫见鱼后。

鱼后把它的经历一五一十的告诉Cassandra。

鱼后曾经是陆地皇宫的皇后。但是有一天，黒女巫抢走了她的皇冠并把她变成了鱼。

Cassandra听了鱼后的话，她希望能帮到鱼后。

鱼后见Cassandra那么有心，便成全她。

鱼后拿出猴王所送她的戒指，给了Cassandra。

鱼后告诉她可以用该戒指变成猴子，然后到陆地去找黑女巫。

Cassandra立即答应。她游到了海边，变成了猴子后，便跑到黑女巫的住处。

Cassandra向黑女巫要回皇冠。黑女巫不但不答应，还用魔法把Cassandra打到。

Cassandra不放弃，一而再，再而三地爬起来。

黑女巫见她死不放弃，于是便给她一次机会。

黑女巫要Cassandra到死亡之谷找回她的魔棒。

据说，死亡之谷已埋藏了上亿具尸体！

但Cassandra为了完成承诺不管那么多，一口答应黑女巫。

到了死亡之谷，由于吸进了太多四周的毒气，Cassandra当场晕去。

就在这时候，一名王子路过，把解药给Cassandra服下，她才获救。

远在天边，近在眼前，Cassandra所要找的魔棒，原来就在王子那里。

王子把魔棒给了Cassandra后，Cassandra谢了一句就赶紧跑回黑女巫那里。

就在此刻，不知情的王子就以为自己爱上了猴子。

Cassandra把魔棒还给了黑女巫。

黑女巫感到吃惊，一个弱小的猴子竟然可以在全世界最恐怖的地方找到了她的魔棒。

黑女巫只好按照约定把皇冠还给了Cassandra。

Cassandra拿着皇冠跑向大海，变成鱼游回海底王宫。

鱼后戴上皇冠，咒语便破解了，鱼后变回了皇后。

奇迹的是，就连Cassandra也变回人了。

他们俩一起回到了陆地皇宫。

也许是命中注定，皇后的儿子竟然就是帮过Cassandra的王子。

最后，Cassandra就成了王子的公主了～～～～～

...... In the end, Cassandra and Prince live happily ever after~~~~

又在回想了～～

哈哈，怎么样？故事像童话吗？当然会像童话啦！主题就是童话故事嘛！

其实～～～该王子是我！哈哈～～爱上猴子？可怜的我啊！

感谢

2009-07-14T20:38:00.002+08:00

搭着巴士从马六甲回吉隆坡那天，窗外的景物快速闪过我眼前。

小时候的画面迷迷糊糊地出现。那是五岁的我，正在客厅写作业。

“横、撇、捺”，一笔一笔地写，那时候轻松的生活，最快乐了。

“眼泪流下，一手拿着刀，放在手脉上”，这个画面似乎已烙在我的心上，永远都不可能忘记。

那是被爸爸背叛了的妈妈，正要在五岁的小孩面前自我了断。

事隔那么多年，如今该多谢老天爷不让伤心的妈妈到天堂，不让五岁的小孩没有母爱。

也多谢老天爷让知错的爸爸痛改前非，不让五岁的小孩失去依靠。

多谢老天爷让五岁的小孩有今时今日，有个温暖的家庭，美好的前途。

生命中充满感谢。

我们应感谢的人，数也数不尽。

提供米饭的农夫、保持四周干净的清道夫、治理国家的领袖……

最基本的就是关心我们的亲友、教导我们的前辈老师和养育我们的父母。

几乎这世上的每个人都跟我们有关系。

不管他们帮过我们什么，我们都得感谢。

即使是我们所恨的敌人，也得感谢他让你坚强、让你认识这世界。

感谢是无法用无言代替，只有内心真正地接受、真正的感激才是真正的感谢。

懂得感谢的人会珍惜所给的每个机会、每个东西、每件事情。

懂得感谢的人不会一直盼望有下一次。

懂得感谢的人未必知书，但必定知仁知义。

懂得感谢的人不会回报他人，但会铭记于心。

懂得感谢的人必有福报、必得到任何人的爱戴。

你是个懂得感谢的人吗？不是的话，从今以后应开始学会感谢。

你就会发现心比以前更宽大，个人比以前更开朗。

不信？试一个星期就知道了。

要记得是真正发自内心的感谢，不是为了敷衍他人的感谢。

儿童还是思维？

2009-07-07T20:59:00.008+08:00

两天没写博客了，哈哈，其实是偷懒，在追香港连续剧。

昨天终于赶完了《仁心解码》和《ID精英》。

这两套港剧还算不错。

其中，我喜欢的就是《仁心解码》。

原因很简单，因为它关于心理学的。哈哈～～～

看过了那套港剧，我更知道心理学的重要性。

虽然里面采用的例子在大马不是常发生的，

但估计在未来的日子里，这些事并不会陌生了。

从中二开始，我对服务业产生了兴趣。

也许是因为我当时是图书馆管理员吧。

这么多种服务业中，曾经想过导游、教师、辅导员、旅游业等……

最后，我选择了心理学这条路。

心理学有很多种，很多部门。

儿童心理学目前是我的首选。

很难想象吧？一个大男孩竟然喜欢小孩子？

其实，我是想帮小孩子。

就像《仁心解码》里所说的，

一个人的性格是因为家庭背景、四周所发生的事而影响的。

因此，不让一个人的童年受严重创伤，让一个人有健康的童年，是我目前的梦想。

强迫症、狂想症、精神病、人格分裂是其中一些心理病的例子。

如今，外国已有许多已患上心理病而伤人犯罪的例子。

十年后，排除不了大马会有这样的事。

治疗精神病这一行，具有较高的挑战性。这是我的次选。

儿童心理还是治疗精神病的？

我还是慢慢决定吧～～

再不然，你就给我些意见～～哈哈～～

淞达驾到～～

2009-07-05T00:04:00.002+08:00

今天没上课，但也起得早。

要欢迎淞达来到Bandar Sunway。

早上去了淞达的宿舍，简直就是住家。

房间比我的大，房内还有私人厕所。

地方新又美，有Astro，有Streamyx。

咳～跟我的差太多了～～

但是有一样不能比，

他宿舍的游泳池，很肮脏～～～

带淞达去双威金字塔逛逛，

买了些必须用品，用了晚餐就各自回宿舍了。

打算明天再出来～～

我和他的宿舍也不算太远，大约十五至二十分钟的路程。

所以下次有人陪咯。

等到有钱佬来，就有人可以被我欺负，呵呵～～ ^ ^

寂寞星期五

2009-07-03T22:56:00.002+08:00

这星期没回马六甲，也没去小姨那里。

室友到亲戚家去了，健雄今天和一大班女生去看戏，

加上他下星期考试，这次的星期五，就是我孤伶伶一个人咯。

朋友不在，没有女友，家人在马六甲，你认为还会有谁？

自己一个人吃晚餐，总觉得饭很冷。

咳～～没有办法啦～～

冠扬今天打给我，告诉我他的新生活不错。

我也为他感到高兴，他终于开始读书了。

除了这个，也没其他特别的事了。

普普通通的一天，也算是一天，又快过了。

发现人生有时候真无趣，有时候又多姿多彩。

人生的变化无穷，时好时坏，但是人类却能应付得来，还算不错啦。

我的星期五是无聊的，但是不是每个人的星期五都无聊。

有的和朋友出去逛街，有的正在手牵手拍拖，有的和家人一起。

此刻，我孤单的心情，试问有谁现在的心情又是和我一样的呢？

灰色心情、七彩回忆

2009-07-03T00:15:00.011+08:00

昨天没来写，也许是懒惰吧～
最近睡眠严重不足，其实不是要迟睡的，而是失眠～

心情不好吗？好像不是。

有心事吗？一点点吧。

也许是考试将近，心情有些不平静吧。

昨天耀铨生日，又有一个人正式十八岁啦～

我和他成为好友已有两年咯。

想一想，这两年来我和他之间发生了不少的事。

刚刚进中四，我把他带到Mr.Oh那里补习。

过后又一起补Add-Maths，就是在AMLady哪里咯。

因为补习，再加上学校同班，两人几乎天天见面。

有时Maple，有时Cabal，有时Dota。

可是啊，我样样都输他。除了数学啦，哈哈！

自然而然，我了解他，他了解我，我们就是Brother了。

我还记得我常常和他吵架。

他的性格，有时让人觉得很不爽。

可是其实，他是没恶意的。

曾经和他闹翻脸，几天不睬他。

现在回想，真的觉得那时的我很小器。

可是，人家说：不打不吵不会成为兄弟。

讲真的，我真的是把他当兄弟看了的咯～～

希望他未来会有美好的前途吧～～ ^^

零九六月完结篇

2009-07-01T02:35:00.002+08:00

六月走了，七月到了～

哎呀，连小朋友都知道啦。

After June is July 嘛～～

谁不会？

六月走了，真舍不得六月。T.T

虽然是六月的最后一天，可是还是一样啦。

我又没有高了，也没有重了。

呵呵，好像是轻了～～

汶竭！你在搞什么鬼？为什么会越来越轻？

身高173但体重只有50，对于一个男人来讲，

根本不是人！

咳，我也不想的啦～

吃又吃不肥，即使把5桶油灌完进我身体，恐怕我都不会肥啦～～

今天照常上课咯。上完课了有练习表演。

表演？不要吓到～～

认识我的人都知道，只要是有关表演的我一律不参加。

可是这次为什么会表演？

被逼的咯～～～

那是这个Sem英文的任务——演话剧。=.=

我的角色是王子～～

喂！不要笑！我懂你在笑我！

我懂我不是很帅，很丑。

可是没有办法咯，我的组只有我适合了。

咳～～～（我是孤傲的王子，有我的故事～～～）-_-"

刚才晚餐没出去吃，自己煮咯。

健雄今天亲自下厨，不可思议。

老实说，要有钱人大少爷煮东西给我吃，真的不好意思。

哎呀，又不是煮什么好料，炸Nugget罢了，应该不会很委屈他啦。

最后，我在此祝全部有拿Account的FIA同学明天考Account加油咯。

哈哈～～还好我没拿Account～～听说很压力～～～

我好像在幸灾乐祸～～～ ^^

正常生活恢复

2009-06-30T02:08:00.004+08:00

一个星期的假期过了，今早回到学院上课。

讲师没变、同学没变。（废话）

早上英文课时，有个小考。

考些关于理解文理解能力的题目。

还蛮容易的啦～～

哎呀，要看谁嘛～～汶竭咧～～

哈哈～～（不要脸）

过后上computer science，今天没学任何新的东西。

只是继续写Program咯。

过后就没有课了～～

我、健雄和我的同房朋友Nicholas在一点多去双威金字塔。

今天我做好心人，请他们两个吃午饭。

在Kim Gary餐厅，第一次去，食物还不赖。

价钱也比较美的咯～～（咳～没钱了）

过后到大众书局逛，买了一本数独和一本推理小说——《风之影》。

很多人都知道我整天无所事事咯。

所以啊，才买来消磨时间的～～

刚才和Inti的Daniel和Kenneth在MSN上聊天。

内容真的可以用一个字形容——“鸟”。

他们简直就是鸟人咯～～

假如金马奖有最佳鸟人奖，我想这个奖项非他们俩莫属了。

哈哈～～～

魔术方块

2009-06-28T23:56:00.011+08:00

自从淞达从国民服务回来，他介绍我魔术方块。

从那天起，我开始对这玩意儿感兴趣。

魔术方块在1974年被匈牙利建築學教授和雕塑家魯比克·艾爾內发明。

当时的魔术方块是3X3X3的。

如今，就连8X8X8的魔术方块也有。

普通的魔术方块有6面。

千万别小看它，别以为他容易玩，其实它可以形成8857606706155225088000种不同的结合。

不可思议吧～～

其实要把它恢复成完整的六面颜色并不难。

只要知道其中的技巧，简直就是易如反掌。

容易是容易，但如果斗快呢？

我能在3分钟内把颜色完全乱了的魔术方块复原，你认为快吗？

其实，是太慢了～～

你知道目前世界最快的记录是多少吗？

是7.08秒！

在短短的七秒以内就能解决？

未免太不可思议了吧～～～

老实说，我是不可能能做到那样啦。

所以啊，我现在都不想办法在最短时间内解决了。

我最近一直在用魔术方块做花式。

比如说：

我们以号码来代替魔术方块

1 2 3

4 5 6

7 8 9

普通的玩法是把每面的1、2、3、4、5、6、7、8、9都弄成同样的颜色。

如今，我在研究如何把每面的1、3、5、7、9弄成同样的颜色，2、4、6、8则是第二个颜色。

又或者每面的2、4、5、6、8是一个颜色，1、3、7、9则是第二个颜色。

哈哈，我是不是有点无聊？

没有便啦，我真的是太得空了～～

明天我开学咯，要开始读书了。

但是，我是不会放弃魔术方块的哦～～

糟糕！我快有精神病了！

好电影～～好累～～

2009-06-28T01:51:00.008+08:00

今天也算是马六甲公教中学2008年5B班的年中聚会。

自从拿SPM成绩那天，大家都很少聚在一起了。

可惜的是，只有三分之一的人出席这次的聚会。

也许是我选的时间不对吧，大家都开始忙于自己的学业了。

虽然有些失望，但是不要紧啦。

只希望下次会有百分百的出席率。

我们聚在一起，一定是看电影的咯。

这可是马六甲人的传统，哈哈～

其实是因为除了这样，是没有别的事情做了。

今天看的电影是《Transformer 2》。

不是我夸张，这部电影是我目前看过最好看的电影了。

除了效果好，故事也精彩。

一个字，赞！

和其他的电影比较，有一个共同点。

那就是有好的一方，也有坏的一方。

我觉得大部分的电影都达到了一个效果，

就是不管发生什么事，都绝对不可以向恶势力低头。

就像这次的电影，虽然人物是机械人，

但是它们都知道自己的使命，懂得如何珍惜身边朋友，

他们并肩作战，不管自身的生命，则保护他人。

在面对比自己强的敌人，不逃避却勇于面对。

即使输了，至少曾经尝试过。

在我们的生活当中，我们也应有这样的精神。

家人与家人互相扶持，同学与同学互相学习，

同时与同事之间互相帮助。

面对艰难的问题，绝不临阵退缩，反而勇于面对，克服难题。

珍惜身边的亲人，保护自己所拥有的一切。

偶尔应懂得与他人分享，在别人有难时尽自己的力帮助他人。

绝不占别人的便宜，绝不背叛他人。

对得起自己，对得起他人，对得起天地良心。

也许电影故事是虚造的，也许这是永远都不可能发生的，

也许这社会真的很现实，但我们也不可因为这样而放弃。

人的智慧重要，健康重要，但人品更为重要啊。

看完电影后，照惯例，去喝茶。

大家在一起聊天，都谈谈最近所做的事。

以后不知还是否有这样的机会了。

明天就要回双威大学了。

一星期假期，就这样过了。

开学咯，上课咯。

再过一个月就要考试了，必须开始准备。

希望能达到自己的目标～～～

大家加油吧！

2009-06-27T00:21:00.007+08:00

拿到驾驶执照还不到一个星期，

但是已觉得驾车真的不是容易的工作。

以前觉得驾车容易，但后来才知道原来驾车也是一门求不完的学问：

个人的反应要好，要有敏锐的观察能力，要懂得预测可能发生的各种状况。

虽然不简单，但是我相信自己的实力，哈哈～～～

今天和淞达到学校去找老妈，老妈烦恼好像多了。

没有便啦，升职了，工作压力自然多了。

相信老妈一定应付得来的，因为有那么多儿子支持你咧！

老妈，加油加油！

今天也见了今届的图书馆管理员的主席——成炜主席大人。

听了他的报告后，顿时领悟到“长江后浪推前浪，一代新人胜旧人”的道理。

老实说，想当年的我，绝对没有他今年这样的风范。咳～～有点自卑～～

当然，看到他这样，真的有种放松的心情。

有人问我：“你都毕业了咯，还管图书馆做什么？图书馆是生是死，都不关你的事咯。”

我有时候会同意，但心里却是放不下。

为什么？也许对它有感情了吧。

过了今天，我决定把图书馆放下了。

成炜主席大人，自己加油咯！

冠扬明天要报到念书咯。

回想上个星期的他，还是个犹豫不决的人。

完全不清楚自己要去哪里念书，即使有选择了，却担心学费的问题。

如今看到他决定好了，真替他感到欣慰与高兴。

冠扬，努力念书，加油咯！

再过不久，淞达、潍森、兴盛和Jonathan都要念书咯。

虽然各自走不同的路，但彼此一定要保持联络。

我们之间难得的交情，是万万不可丢失的。

大家一定要加油！

老是为别人加油，当然自己也要加油咯。

时间老人真是怪，怎么走也走不累。

我一星期的假期就要结束了咯。

是时候整理好心情，专心在学业了。

汶竭，你可要加油咯！

千万不可让自己输给别人！

加油加油加油！^ ^

汶竭回来了～～哈哈 ^ ^

2009-06-26T00:52:00.000+08:00

好久没写博客咯～

这次重新写回，也不知是为了什么～

老实说，我每次写的文章，都是怪怪的，连我自己也不知道自己在写什么～

哈哈～～假如看不明，可别见怪咯～～

到了双威大学念了半年的书，真的好久没用汉语拼音了。

现在用回，觉得有些怪。

半年过咯，

时间老人的步伐从来没慢过，

转眼间，我离开中学生涯已有六个月。

好多事都不一样了～～

我会驾车啦，我有新朋友啦，我有喜欢的人啦，

还有很多啦～～～

这时候碰见中学时的朋友时，都觉得大家都成长许多了，

都懂得自己的梦想是什么，都懂得如何去争取。

老实说，我还蛮想念中学的生活，

那时候，我的班虽然分派，

但是生活却精彩。

有时候大家聚一聚，有说有笑。

毕竟大家认识久了，和他们一起的日子里，总有说不出口的满足感～

我如今的朋友，当然不是不好。

只是才刚认识没多久，多多少少都有些生疏。

但是能认识到像Edmund Lim和Boon Kiat这两个人，

真的让我在双威增添了不少的乐趣。

但愿我们的感情，能够一直都保持好吧～～

喜欢一个人的感觉，我似乎了解了。

老实说，到了双威，真的让我看上了一个女孩，

对我而言，外表不错啦。

我喜欢她的性格。

可惜，我不会追女生，都不知道她会不会是我的女友。

哎哟，一向以朋友为主的我会喜欢上一个人，还真是难得～～

（我不是同性恋的！只是少有女生得到我的注意）

喜欢她就会要她开心嘛，假如她不接受我，只要她开心也就好了。

当然我也不会轻易放弃咯，没试过怎么知道？加油咯！

哈哈！我说的话还真的有些矛盾～～

读我文章的人，记得住我好运哦～～哈哈～～

两点咯，是时候找周公下棋咯～～～～～